another msg from God..shall i??

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

broga hill

well..we went to the broga hill last friday morning
haha
early in the morning...4am edy we went out for it
some of them even din sleep for the whole nite
just to wait for the time to reach
lol

we reached there around 5am
n then...we started to "climb" up to the peak of the hill
lol
it was so dark along the journey
n yet..we nvr bring enough torch light
how smart we were??
hahaha~~

but still..we make it to the first peak
n at dere...we waited for the sun to rise
after tat we went up to the second peak
to take picture lar
hahaha

but we nvr go to the third peak..
cuz we were too tired d
hahaha

the hardest part was the part for us to get bak from the peaks
cuz the road was slippery
n almost everyone of us fell down
hahaha
but it was really great
nice view over there
^^

again!!

i cant sleep again
again?!!??
argh..
why??
2 nights d

there's onli few things on my mind
wat's gonna happen next??
wat she'll do??
wat is she thinking??
can i just email her n tell her the truth??
i dunwan misunderstanding between us anymore
it HURTS
it hurts me lotz

can anyone teach me how??
can anyone pls tell me??
can anyone pls save me??
T_T


i dun wanna lose her as a fren

a msg from GOD

Love is either unconditional or it's no love.
You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances.
But love accepts no boundaries.
So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.


AMEN!!!!

i DON'T WANT!!

why??
why must i be the "light bulb" everytime??
argh..
i hate it!!
hate it!!

memorable moment

STPM gonna finish very soon
soon
but...see
wat am i doing now??
haha

oh ya...
we went to the laundry last thursday
at first..we plannned to go the library le
but too bad
it was full
gosh..
so..we end up went to the laundry lo
hehe

things happened..
funny..sad...anger..
but...tat was a memorable moment
i love all of u weih
^^

STPM ==lll

it's like 3 days of STPM already over now
gosh..
am i going to fail this exam??
argh..

so so so tired lar
study like nvr study
dun even noe wat am i doing also
ish

n it's like..those formulae tat i memorised
everything is in da formulae list
n those tat i nvr memorise were not state dere
argh...
watta..
tired tired...
onli slept for 2 hrs per day..
aihzzzzzzzz

i wanna TRAVEL around!!! xD

i've not been studying for the whole day...
noe wat??
i woke up at 1pm
then i went online...
checking all the friends profile
cuz i had just added some of them last nite..
n yeah!! they approved today
gosh..
seriously nvr see them for a long long long time d weih
they're my primary classmates
but....do u remember me??
)=

n then..........chit chat at msn
n n n.....finished up my piano theory homeworks
n dere..i went bathing..then dinner
then piano class
fuh...

my DARLING would love to gimme surprise huh??
she called n said tat..
hey..i'm going to KLANG later
9.30pm out from PJ SS2
gosh..!!
i'll onli finish my class at 9.15pm
n then i gotta fetch my beloved's fren from train station actually
but too bad..
he was LATE!!
9.25pm onli he told me tat he's at sri petaling station..
how long more to reach klang weih??
i just cant wait d
n so..i fetched my beloved to Jeth
n dunno where tat fella who supposed to fetch them to KL went
couldn't get him
n here..my darling called me n said tat she had reached my hse
gosh..
balik balik

n then..hehehe..
bring my darling to public bank lo..
her SON need to go??
lol
nextly..we fetch my beloved to the scary train station to wait for the scary guy
pity ah hao..
lol
purposely come here acc her but must get scolded somemore
lol

so so so...our destination was...BOSTON!!
xD

so..we went BOSTON for food...of cuz
hahaha
n dere..we met up with Winnie n a new fren...
which is fren of Winnie...Simon..
*nice meeting ya..n thanks for the treats ya.. xD*

we stayed dere until 1am i guess
n now..i'm bak
gosh..Jacinth saw me dere
n she was so SHOCK??
ya..why??cuz supposed..i'm should be studying at home??
aiyo...supper ma
xD

while we were on our way bak..
hohoho~~
this is the best part among all!!
xD

we discussed bout TRAVELLING!!!
gosh...
from nearer places like
K.Selangor, P.Ketam, Penang
n it's all for food!!
^^

nextly...Singapore
hahaha..but expensive leh
n i had voiced out..i wanna go somewhere..which is Korea
since Korea is cheaper than Japan
but...how bout my Sakura??
sad weih...
but somehow..i found someone who wished to go Korea too!!
my darling's son
lol
hey guys..let's plan k??
then we together gather go kai kai
hehehe
damn shock lar..
but.....boii ask me to dream onli wor..
sobz sobz..

n n n..i wanted to go few places somemore
Taiwan,Phuket,Bali
gosh...
itu UK pun not bad ma hor??darling..
lol

aiyoyo~~~plan byk byk
mana cari MONEY??
aihzzzzzz

zzZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*i'm dreaming....*
><

lastly..i think i shall go to my dreamland now...
to start my "jouney" now..
==lll

long time no see.... xD

wow..seems like i've forgotten bout this place for a long time ya
n now..i'm here..
i'm BACK!!
lol

uhm....err....
wat shall i say??
haha
well..
exam is NEAR
next monday!!
omg..
i'm so going to die weih
i've still not even finish a chapter of any of the subjects
how dead am i??
gosh..

n uhhh....
aihz...
feeling tired n sleepy nowadays..
dunno why...
*getting old d*
*shhhhh~~~*
xD

Hydrangea..i'm lovin' it..^^

it's like...so wonderful weih!!!!
hahaha...
i mean..i planted the flower tat i like so so so much in barn buddy
hohoho~~
do u think i'm crazy??
lol
i guess i am..
fuiyoh...
no one knows wat's gonna grow..
n i had got wat i want!!!!!
yeah~!!!

i love it!!!!!
how good if there's someone who gonna plant this for me...
omg.......
yeah~~!!!!

"emotional trash"

am i a person for u to put ur temper on?
am i an "emotional trash" for u?
why??
why do ppl throw on their temper to me??
do i deserve tat??

i recently found tat my frens would love to throw on all da bad tempers to me
but..i dun understand
do u have any reason for u to do tat to me??
i did nthg to u!!

is it fair for me??
i'm also just a human being
i have my own bad time too
but do i seems like i'm showing it to u??
i've got no one to show to
n i'm keeping everything to myself
no matter how much for me to angry bout u
i can onli show my anger to few of my best frens..
or even just ONE of them

ones tat have a partner came to me
she's confused..she can't tell her loved one
so..i'm listening to her
i felt damn blardy upset for her
n i can accept this
cuz it's not easy for her to tell her loved one
n i felt pity for her
tat's why i'm willing to listen to her

but..
another one tat have partner too!!
but..she treat me like nthg!!
wth!!
i'm like a toy??or like wat it is stated...
a TRASH for her??
am i??
everyone of u throw all ur tempers to me
n..
who am i gonna throw mine to??

i'm not like u..
u have ur bf
u have lotsa ur best frens
u have your sisters to tell to
i have NEITHER!!
u noe i'm not easily trusting anyone anymore
i dun tell everyone bout everything i'm going through now
i'm really being fed up of all these things
if this really happens to me again
n u really found tat my attitude to u is not like last time anymore
then...pls..i beg u..
dun ever do tat to me anymore!!!

exams finished!! STPM coming ==

i had just finished up my STPM trials exam today
fuh..watta..i nvr even study a single word for it weih
omg~!!
everyone is like holding their books all over
doing revisions
n i was fooling around
having fun

beginning from the very first paper
PA paper1..all about Malaysia's politics i guess
haha..hopefully my shooting was ACCURATE weih
n ya..this happened for all da papers 1..including physics n chemistry
then for PA paper2
i did an extremely silly mistake
i wrote the second essay without a science term
gosh!! it should be talking bout science
watta.....aikss

then goes to physics n chemistry paper 2
fuiyoh..i was like having zero knowledge of it on my mind
i knew nothing!!
wat i did for chemistry was exactly more than wat i had done for physics
cuz chemistry i can still crap on something tat i know but i not really knows
lol
for physics
it's like..all structure questions contained calculations
n of cuz formulae are needed
uhm..is there any formula tat's saved in my brain??
haha...i guess there's none
n therefore...i answered few..or perhaps i shall say nthg tat i had answered
n my results for this trials will be extremely GOOD weih
gosh~~

came to maths 1
a subject tat i'll nvr study for it in secondary
n now..i gotta study for it??
but yet..i'm still lazy to study
but...luckily my mind wasn't tat rusted tat i can still remember one or two formulae tat we had learnt
so..i'm still able to answer 5 questions out of the 12

n today maths 2
gosh..it's killing
num1..quest seems so easy
i saw b4..seriously...but i couldn't remember the way to solve it!!!
argh..
2nd,3rd,4th,5th...
they're all not so tough
like 2nd quest...i knew the answers
but wat's da way to explain it?
nonsense!! wat's tat so important for explaination in maths
really nonsense!!
3rd quest answered until the last part
wat's da formula??? i couldn't remember!! n i skipped it
the same thing happened to the 4th quest
watta hell formulae given are like super duper lebih
even U student got a better formulae paper for their exams!
argh...
i skipped n skipped..end up onli 3 quest are done
hohoho~~
how dead am i??

MUET paper3..i was so so so lazy to look at the passage
simply did n pass up
cuz tat's so confusing passage
someone said it's easy actually
but..she was da last to pass it up??
why??she did it with extra passion??
nonsense lar
dah buat tu sudah la
paper4 essay lagi teruk
i got NO POINT at all
omg...
cin cai lar..
hahaha

wat's next???
STPM weih!!
but..i'm still wasting my time here
omg..

Sheena's bday party ^^

we were at the atmosphere cafe at setia alam on friday night
n ar...we were dere for our beloved SHEENA!!!
a surprised party for her planned by her sister
hahaha~
n we think she really felt surprised huh??
with our reason we're just been there for drinks
*cheh~~she won't believe it..lolz*
n yea...thanks aunty for the meal!!!!!
^^

after tat the whole bunch of us went to station one cafe at meru
we chit chat all over
continue the stories tat sor hong was telling us from atmosphere cafe..
we're like...like to gossip so much huh
keep asking her this n tat
lawls
but..it's our life..we had got nthg else better to do
haha

n here..i got some complaint from some of the BANANAs...
they dun get my blog cuz i seldom write it in english
sorry la kawan!!
tat's why this is posted in english
u noe??
hahaha

btw...sheena!!
i want those pics taken on friday nite!!!
*don't u tell me u don't understand this!!*
lmao

well...anyway...once again..
happy belated bday to u SHEENA!!
hahaha

thanks

i had ffk fen they all this morning for paint ball session
felt so sorry for tat
i actually wanted to go so much too
but..the time dont allow it
sorry..hopefully i'll have the chance to play with u guys next time k??

well..
all of them had asking me to go look out point just now
sorry to make u guys sounded begging me at first
don't meant to do tat
but something happened..n i wish not to go out at all
but since..sin en called so many times
even elaine keep asking me at msn
then milk also came d n called me out too
n lastly..boii gave a call too
i suddenly felt bad to all of them
n i promised them to be dere
*elaine..it's not bcuz boii called then i go out wan lar*
^^

anyhow..
it was a nice gathering
lotsa pics tat we took
n it might be a right choice for me
to forget watever tat i don't have to think bout so much?
well..
thanks all of u
i sincerely felt happy at the very moment
take carez everyone
hopefully all of us can meet up again like just now soon
^^

lama tak nampak..lol

it happens tat
firstly..i got a call from nickson
a such long-time-no-see fren lar
then..funny question tat she asked..
"where r u now??"
i was like.."at home..duh??"
then she say she's in AEON,Bkt Tinggi
wow..surprise huh
she's here with nick
ahha

then we went a so called C Vitas place yumcha
*a place where julie working at*
haha
at dere...woohoo~~
we saw a girl screwing up her bf
oOpss...we're so 8poh
keep starring at them
lolz
even VJ purposely went somemore near there to buy burger
so tat she can listen to wat they're talking about
but..how wasted was it tat..
it ended once she ordered the burger
hahaha

after all..
we went for pool lar
cuz nobody wanna play snooker with 2 of the so called DONT PLAY POOL fellas
cheh~
end up u still havta go wat
xP

but it was too late d lar
i gotta go bak
due to the stupid school molo
why lar u guys dun come yesterday
cheh~
well..hope to see u guys soon
lol


tala..

落空

最近..觉得自己超失败的
做什么都不对
永远都不曾成功

家里..朋友..感情..学业..运动
通通失败
唉~

试问..我还有什么是可以成功的??
我永远都注定是失败那个吗??

眼前的一切..
告诉了我
我的愿望..都落空了
哈哈~
哈哈哈哈~

20090905

it was chiam's bday party
almost everyone went??
haha

it's was fun tho
everyone having fun with the bbq
or "burning" the food *as wat kavi said*

after eating
the drinking session is here weih
but too bad
some they cant drink
the funniest thing is pei yin
she onli drank 2seepz from my cup
n she's edy drunk
hello....!!
she's like...apa dia ckp pun tak tau edy
omg

tat nite itself
i stayed up until almost 2??
n i reached home after 2
gosh
first time ever i do tat
the latest for me to reached home last time was onli 12.55a.m.
how could i do this??
expected my mum will kill me this time
but luckily nvr
lol

it was a fun party
but too bad..my mood changed somehow
when something happened
sigh

04092009

school had already reopen for a week
or perhaps..it's just FOUR days
haha
do u noe how many days have i be in school out of the 4 days?

well..i've onli been dere for 2 days
which is wed n fri
hahaha~
isn't it expected??
anyway..
everyone started to do revision so long ago
n i'm still fooling around
like a dumb??
bullshit
wat am i doing weih??
sigh

20090901 抱歉

这一天
无意中
去翻阅的某人的部落
好久没去了
整一年半了??

做么我会再次开来看??
为啥会让我看到那篇
我当时就该看
现在看已经太迟的东西??

为啥你当初不再给我信息
什么都不再说??
我只是不接电话啊
你可以给我信息的啊
你也可以叫我去看你部落
为什么??
为啥到了这一天..我才看到
唉~

真的会恨自己
当初干嘛做那么愚蠢的事情
为啥要辜负你
对不起
都是我的错

20090831

我好像很多东西想写
又..怎样呢??
哈哈~
分开几篇来写吧
呵呵呵~

先来说说我的假期
我干了什么好事儿啊??
哈哈~
就只是到处逛咯
最常到的地方
不愧是球场了

去看元首杯啊
哈哈哈~~

29082009..星期六
我才跟芬他们去看球赛
看完
回PD芬阿姨家过夜
然后呢..
30082009再去看球
哈哈哈~
决赛嘢~~!!
一定要看啦
看看我五号多威风
真的很厉害啊她!!!!
超喜欢看她打球的
呵呵~

然后..那晚上
想去倒数的
可是..倒数个屁
每人倒数的
闷去
结果..我们去吃了
打下桌球
就回芬家睡觉咯
呵呵呵~

31082009回家一下下
又跑出去打球了
哈哈哈~
傻去
试问
我那一天做了功课??
读了书??
哈哈哈~

爱??

天下情花铺满地
月老天上拉红绳
但愿情侣能长久
共度祸福一辈子

美好姻缘招祝福
若违人意人伤悲
爱上不该爱的人
放弃忘记何容易

恋爱就如一堂课
时间到了该放手
惟有缺课能补课
错过的爱永消失

彼此虽不曾相爱
若要真在乎此人
回忆并不会无奈
记忆永远都存在

喜怒哀乐都包括
与她回忆不平凡
如今虽是一人过
仍然不变也没忘

过去都成为回忆
将来只会是个谜
现在口中说忘记
事后会否对不起

一片森林树不少
唯独这棵讨欢喜
其他见面说声好
谁人在乎悲或喜

哪怕对方爱不爱
只怕自己忘不了
面对别人试着爱
心中何曾又忘了

片刻回忆脑海中
她的影子不失踪
眼泪该留不该流
可惜回忆叫它流

烦恼心门开不开
不开惹人笑活该
但若心田人占据
别人如何融进去

我只想保留那区区七个信息..可以吗??

家里最近..常常都有不愉快的事情发生
在某种原因之下
弟弟要把电话给还了

我妈说我..
抱着那么多家电话来干嘛??
好吧..我就答应借他一架

没想到..
他要我把所有的东西给删了
包括信息

这电话..我还曾对芬说过
我死都不会卖
就因为那几封信息
那些..我永远都再也的不到的信息
我之前收的
在一次意外中
通通不见了
我剩下的那几个
根本意思都没什么
不过..
那号码发来的信息
永远都不会再出现在我手机啊

我不想删
我不愿删
我也不要删
不过为什么你们要说我霸道
不把它删了让掉啊??

我很伤心
为什么连我家人都可以酱说我
尤其是我弟弟
天天说我霸了他的东西??
车..还没学好
就拼命在告诉妈说
我一定不会让他驾的
暗示妈买新的给你吗??
连车的brochure你都曾拿过回家
不是吗??

我不选择去读贵的科系
一直都在想
我还有两个弟弟要上课
他们念独中都需要很大笔钱了

所以..我后悔当初不好好念书
申请不到助学金
就选择了form6
希望自己会努力拚回来
不过这两年来
我没心再拼了
我累了
因为每个人的态度
让我超不想珍惜自己

my thinking rite now..

i'm just bak from NILAI....again??
lol
cuz today may playing ma
of cuz we're going to support her lar
lol

worth it!!
cuz i saw my idol over dere!!
lol
lee san..
i really admire her weih...
for her great bkb skill
hehehe
n her speed
omg
so..end up
if u would happen have to ask me
who did i supported??
hehehe
my answer will be...
idk
lol
*cuz i not onli supported one side ma*
xD


n today...i really had lost my appetite weih
i like tak nak makan ajer
cheh~
so..i onli ate lunch today
no dinner no supperr
oopss..i guess i have dinner...a cup of hot milo??
lol

on da same time i was chatting lar..
with the king kong...
lolz
wanted to zha her so much wan..
so dirty..so late onli bath..
xP
but no chance d
my bodo hp expired on tat babited time
ish
i lost a chance to do so
*nvrm..i'll do it whenever i can*
lolz




dont ever miss a person tat wont miss u in return,
u'll onli hurt urself..
dont ever fall for a person tat's cold blooded,
ur heart is not made by a metal tat have no feelings..
dont ever cry for a person tat dont treat u in a good way,
tears is precious..

keep everything best to urself,
be selfish to the one who treat u badly,
cuz they wont appreciate ur love,
they'll onli hurt u more..

they wont remember tat u're da one who treat them best,
they'll onli remember tat u're da one who annoyed them the most..


*it hurts*

sien kah...

boring eh today
like whole day staying at home tak tau apa nak buat onli
omg

yest nite went to watch the agong cup with fen they all
haha
how "rajin" were us to be dere huh??
it's like..NILAI weih...
not beside my hse onli leh
hahaha
bet ah may was quite angry lar
`but...buddy,,it's over d lar..
`forget bout it k??
^^

aiyoyo..sien lar sien!!
anyone save me?????
lol

wat's life?

it's such a......lame world isn't it?

supposed..i'll go to school on every wed n thu
due to the practicals tat have to be done
but this week's chem prac canceled
n everyone knows i'm so not going to school on wed
but my "best" club teacher ever
damn annoying weih
eventhough i'm not in school
he tell so many of them to inform me
he's going to have the prize giving session on thu morning
n ask me to INFORM all da winners
to ask them to LINE-UP by the side to get ready

thu morning..i wanted to go to school earlier...
but my bros..argh
they're worse than me as a girl
*hallo!!do u need such a long time to prepare???!!*
sigh
n when i reach
i gotta inform all da WINNERS as wat he said
chi yong n wen shan helped me to arranged the prizes
once finish singing the school songs
we bring the prizes up to the stage
n wth??
the teacher was asking where was i n wat i did tat i din arrange it
i told him wat i did n i got scolded
*hallo!!u're da one who said tat k??!??*
damn it..
terrible lar this school
n the teachers

after practical,it was recess time
i'm supposed to get the cert from him..
so tat i can print for everyone??
walao..my printer dunnit to buy ink wan lar??
u think my printer inks all FOC wan isit??
fuiyoh..such a smart ass!!
n just bcuz i wanna get the stacks of PAPERS
i gotta stand dere listen to his craps for almost half an hour!!
hallo!!i'm not tat free wan k??
i got class wan lar!!..
n i gotta find some teacher to sign some documents weih
i had wasted all my time on thu to do such nonsense
listening to his crapz..after reaching class teacher showing face
then running down to take bottle
after went to class..gotta go down to search for teachers to sign our documents
n we havta walk here n dere to get all da teachers we need..
even some of them weren't in school
TERRIBLE n HORRIBLE weih!!
i went up n down for dunno how many times from third floor to ground floor
wth!

wat am i doing??!!

wat am i doing??
being silly all da while??
sigh

yesterday went for pool with fen,jia,kelsey n michelle
shan joint in after tat
but i was late
again..i was late
none of the time i can be punctual since i noe how to drive
who knows the reason??
aihz
michelle was talking dere jokingly
but i was too...over??
*sorry for shouted at u yesterday..i really din mean it*
felt so bad to her
*i'm so sorry michelle*
but thank God tat after tat she's still playing with me n joking with me all da while
thank dudes...
got beer somemore yesterday
tat was wat i wanted
although it wasn't much
but tat's good enough
^^
n there was ppl asking why did i absent for the singing session in da afternoon
*sorry guys..
i just cant make it
thanks for caring...i wasn't angry with u guy
nor dissappointed on u
dun worry*

n today
i din go to school
for the sake of??
no reason

whole day staying at home
until it was 7..i went for piano class again
i drove dere n sat for the class
after tat
i went to make some photocopies of my notes

but no one knows how smart was i
to drive on the WRONG LANE!!
wth??
i was like...
omfg
wat's tat weih??
i drove for almost 2yrs
this is the first time i drove on the wrong lane without myself realising it
until i saw the car is coming opposite

after tat..i went to the steamboat shop to meet jia
to get my calculator bak
hence i can complete my report
n i dunno why again
i went to the wrong lane
rite after turning out from the shop..
wth
i bet the driver of the car tat was coming towards me got damn shocked n felt scary
me myself got shocked too
my brain was blanked
i was thinking nthg
n i just cant think of anything
why??
i din realise until i saw tat car was coming over

damn useless lar me!!
arghhh...

闲去~~

刚看完决赛回家
预料中..谁赢谁输
好像都知道的

就坐在那边废话一大堆罢了咯
^^

唉~~
看到某些东西
感觉到..
闲去
失望~~~
唉~~


白天不懂夜的黑,
你..永不懂我伤悲

bodo y2k~!!!

无聊没事做啊刚才
原本要去看球的
结果懒惰下去了
就跟芬和MC去喝茶咯
肥死啊我们
吃了肉骨茶又去Papa Kopitiam喝茶

过后..回家啊
更闷
由于在车上讲到关于某某人
结果呢
已经叫自己不准再去看的东西
刚才又情不自禁的去看了
妈的!!!
气死人

大笨蛋Y2K
看了很爽是??
心碎多一下下比较开心吗??
唉~!!!
很想很想找个空荡的地方
让我大喊一顿!!!
很讨厌!!
很讨厌自己!!
讨厌!!!
唉~~

emo.......

dunno why am i being so emo today
aihzz..
hate it lar

but..it's like wth lar
stupid school
stupid teachers
made me went to school damn early in da morning today
n the whole class was asking
eh??ying yi will come to school on monday wan meh??

argh..
nonsense!!
n the day was like...terrible
no teacher is gonna teach
n so..i called my mum ask her to pick me from school of cuz
i was sleeping while waiting
n i dunno why
so irritated ppl keep shaking the tables
wtf babited fella
eh!!
damn irritated n annoying weih
hallo!!
u think very nice playing lar
knocked my face few times
i tot he would have stop
mana tau he continued
walao eh
u wanna disturb ppl also not like tat wan ma
i noe u weren't disturbing me lar..
but ppl studying dere..wat for u disturb her?
i straight away woke up n shouted
WEI!!!

n i heard some ppl at da bak say chi sin
rite??
dontyoueverthinkineverheardboutit
my hearing is much more better than urs!!
argh
fine!!
siapa makan chili siapa rasa pedasnya
he went bak to his place rite after i "screamed"
argh..nonsense weih!!

today morning onli discussed with shan
said tat
a school with or without guys are still da same
cuz girls will still havta do lotsa things
where guys wont really help out
watta...
aihz...
*no offence...doesn't means every of the guys..but most..*

nonsense lar!!!!
hate it!!
argh

不屑by黄鸿升(小鬼)

事情如果那么简单 那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏 那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃

你的思念

自我安慰

就让我伪装 我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑

别想要说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类

悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑

那是我自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

闷~~~

哇..救命!!

我现在简直是超级无敌非常的闷啊!!

几久没睡到迟迟才起床了啊

昨天给不懂那一个乌龟王八蛋

被叫去学校..做些超级无聊的东西

每次都是你!!!!!

唉~!!!

*不过..还好..有免费早餐..*

*也不用快餐的嘎..*

*傻去*

回到家..

又跑去AEON了咯

MY FM DJ们来了

哈哈哈~

颜薇恩超级鬼马的咯

不过他的确很美

我和她合照了

她还搭我肩膀咧

*芬快把我宰了*

哈哈哈哈~

回到家嘛

真的很累了咯

睡过时了

8点多才起来

吃下晚饭

然后煲戏咯

闷死!!

尽早呢..还以为能睡到一两点

怎晓得

嘉十一点多就打来约去唱歌了

够厉

当时真的还很累的咯

因为昨晚也没那么早睡嘛

完蛋

不过..都起来了

只好爬着起来

又赖着床酱

哈哈哈~

最后最后..

起来洗澡吃午餐

就去唱歌咯

哈哈哈~

过后..回到家

不就是一个字咯

闷~~

到现在...

唉~~~

piano exam ==

i bet...i'm gonna fail my GRADE7 badly this time

aihz..

damn disappointed weih

while i was waiting at the awaiting room

i accidently saw the name of the examiner

is a guy

gosh..

i can still remember Sam told me b4

everytime she met a guy examiner she'll sure fail the exam

cuz they're born to be more strict then the lady

once i had stepped into the examination room

wth

the aircond is like not working at all

damn hot weih

hallo..dun lar so kiam siap

aihz

n yet..i was still so kan chiong

how????my hands were shivering

he said..legato...i played staccato

he said melodic minor..i played harmonic minor

he said major i heard minor

gosh..totally messed!!

apa ni weih??

jorr...then after playing scales..

there comes the pieces

wow..everynotes tat i played correctly in da morning had just became a wrong one

how could this happened?

my heart was crying rite on tat time

aihzzzzzz

sight reading came after pieces

walao

apa ni dynamic semua tak ada

like flattened one

==

aural...worst part ever

no voice to sing at all

even sang out of tune

fuiyoh

i think he's going to faint d

the second singing part

he was trying to tell me

relax

dun be so scare

*oopss...he can see tat*

aihz

n i noe cadence i did not answer correctly

it was supposed to be imperfect I-V cadence

apa ni i answered IV-V

argh!!

sigh...

there goes my piano exam

fail FAIL fail!!

say BYE to it!!

argh!!!

kaki ponteng

everyone had been went to MABA yesterday nite to watch NBL finale yesterday
n I...was supposed to go too
but i was too lazy to go le...
transport tak ada...itu tenaga pun tak ada
very tired weih

end up...i went out for dinner with my family
hehehe
we went sunway the Tasty Pot
was it nice??
well...it's like..ok ok lar..
normal onli
why did my mum suggested dere??
i dunno weih...解かりません
lol..


n then today...
apa aku buat??
hohoho~~
i slept until 11something baru wake up lar
cuz yesterday nite chatted with a babi..
argued with him until damn late
but of course..i edy planned not to go school earlier
hallo!!monday weih....
sien le...somemore i got piano class today...tired ar
hahaha

n when i wake up today
it's like..damn it
i'm sure getting sick this time
cuz i can feel there's something wrong with my body d
then there comes sore throat
argh..

after my piano class...
jia came to my hse
wat we did was...
at first..she said she wanna study
then then then...she went to online...
after tat...me n her slept together...
on my SINGLE bed...
can u imagine how we slept??
hugged together??
*shhh~~dunwan to tell u...think urself lar..*
xP

slept until around 5pm..i woke up and showered
then of cuz..wake her up lar
after tat we went out...
hehehe~~
survival having match at jenjarom lar
sama sama pigi tengok ma
n now...came bak d...
n yea..i'm relaly getting sick now
not onli sore throat...
evening edy came with fever
n cough also
then now...headache somemore??
omg...
sore throat+headache+fever+cough= H1N1????
*i'm so dead #(+.+) *

dear LORD!!..

i cant lose my voice now le..

i'm having piano exam on this thursday le

6th of august 2009!!

pls heal me!!

thank u LORD!! in JESUS name i ask n i pray..

AMEN!!!

我后悔了!!!!

昨天..一大清早
本小姐就起床了
多么累的我..
还是要起床...
哈哈哈~

过后..我随一粒沙CP她们去convent canteen day咯
哈哈哈~
迟了
大家都迟了
哈哈哈~

天气很热咯..
妈的
而且今年也不爽的
超级无敌不整的设备
有我们在的时候较好完啊
呵呵呵~

不过..我们就浪费了不少钱
多余的我们
哈哈哈~
接着..我们去AEON吃午餐咯
原本想去唱歌的
不过太贵了
唉~~
惟有下次再去咯
没关系..
那较好吧
可以顺便邀家恩一块儿去
咔咔咔咔~~~

用完午餐
回家咯...然后他们有练球
而我呢..去闹咯
呵呵呵~
不过..唉~
我的手脚真的没力了
根本就像支撑不了我整个人酱
而且..跑到很累很喘哦
都不晓得是为什么
拜五晚也一样
对自己真的很失望
唉~

很想很想再练回那个气来咧
唉~~
我后悔了!!!!!!

20090731

前两天..也就是731咯
涵生日啊
呵呵呵~

我们去打球..
过后..蛋糕给捧出来跟他庆祝庆祝咯
生日快乐啊!!
呵呵呵~

过后嘛..
我们过去看球赛咯..
看到...几点才回家??
也不记得咯..
哈哈哈~

makan makan~~ lol

seems like there's nthg special tat happened today yarh??
but...noe wat...
me!! KYY is not going to school again molo!!
lol
sien mar...class tak ada orang pun...
xD

well..let's go bak to yesterday!!
hahaha
five of us..
xiao han,wenshan,fen, jia n me...
we went for shabu shabu at puchong
hahaha
hey..nice weih the food
we were eating like...
err...dinasour??
eh!not so bad weih
haha

but..are we really eating??
or are they meant to be dere to look at someone??
no..they're not onli looking
but staring at ppl
halo!!ppl edy noe le
made her so paiseh n dont dare to serve us onli!!
cheh~

yala..i admit tat...
she's kinda looks like HER lar
but...not so lo
especially the way she smile
so not...
but her attitude...of action-ness is really same lar
haha
at first...i felt tat the gal tat i saw during the metro 3on3
is much more looking alike with HER
but...after i've seen her pics again yesterday
i found tat...
haha...the waitress looks more alike weih
lol

wat am i talking about now??
come bak come bak
hahaha
we're supposed to celebrate xiao han's bday weih!!
hahaha
but yet..her bday is not yesterday lar..but friday
cuz everyone is busy on fri nite mar
tat's why celebrated yesterday lo
happy birthday in advance!!
haha

bkb matches

had been wandering around these few days
wasting my time n not studying at all??
lol
since after tat day followed fen to watch her match
awww...the extreme num5!!
woohoo~~
she's really my idol weih..
n tat day..it's 23rd of July..was a thursday
it's da match tat extreme gonna play against fen's team..
yeah~!!
i may follow n watch the match weih..
can u just imagine how happy was i??
lol
but how bad am i to go just to watch num5 playing but not supporting fen's team
ahahaha..sorry la..
^^

n the next 2 days later...which is last sat
they had they finale!!
n of cuz...i'm GOING!!
hahaha
her team will definately get champion lar
but...support abit abit ma
since she's my idol!!
hahaha

after watching the closing ceremony of tat Sultan Cup
there comes a Jenjarom tournament!
ahha
opening ceremony on sunday
n we had attended!!
gosh....like...i'm attending for everything weih
but..i'm just dere to support survival lo..
unfortunately..they lost
but good game weih!!
dun give up...
4 more matches to go!!
i'll support u guys weih!!
^^
add oil!!!
u can do it
xD

take care!!

we sent Jurene off yesterday
she went to aussie d!!
TT

she went dere alone..
dunno whether she's comfortable with the place anot..
hope to see ya soon!!!
take good care of urself ya!!
miss ya!!

farewell

星期六整天都好累哦
一大早就起床去学校的三人赛
打完后,去MGS打友谊赛咯
哈哈~
然后去吃肉骨茶
吃完回到家一点多了
冲个凉等头发干去
就三点了
睡了整一小时多..芬来拿球
接着..还是很累得我
似乎睡不着了
晚上还要出的啊~~完蛋
不过..就趁这个时间
想了想..晚上该去哪儿好
最后..就找芬咯
问她打球还有谁去
然后..她叫我帮忙借球
最后..就去了球场咯
打完球回家吃饭
再去唱歌
结果..去不成日本文化节啦
可怜去~~
不过..Jurene的farewell
为了她..值得

大家在唱歌时
开始..是想弄Jurene哭的
怎知到头来落泪的却不是她
而是点歌的人
大家都很不舍得吧
不过..她是为了她前途而外出的
我们还是会祝福你的!!
加油!!

得罪本小姐..后果自负!!

其实这几天..超级无敌不爽某人
好心你啦
喜欢就大大声
将凶
谁会喜欢你那个样子
我认了你多久
你知道吗??
只是你最近才上头来了
过分!!
你知你得罪了本小姐吗??

我这次就只是在老师面前说
让她传达消息
不保证下次不会当面让你没脸咯!!
还敢来问我哪里有
自己检讨下吧
连你老朋友们都受不了你了
你说是我错,还是你错呢??
唉~~~

TVB Mega Live Show & 送机

哇..我好像.........不见了好久噢!!
哈哈哈~
我回来啦!!

呃~~应该从何说起呢???
好吧
就 TVB Mega Live Show
哈哈哈~

20090711
TVB Mega Live Show在云顶圆满结束!!
哈哈哈~
当然...阿帅在场咯!!
哈哈~
更少不了我的帅哥!!
吴卓羲!!!
他真的有西北够厉帅咯!!
又酷又型哦!
哈哈~

其实咧
那晚最经典的就是哦
有人只穿了薄薄的一件长袖以上云顶
爽到她嗨啊!!几鬼冷哦
够厉!!
差点就变冰条了
哈哈哈~
*那人不就是本小姐嘛..呵呵呵~歹势到*

然后啊!!
20090712
咱们去机场
哦??H1N1??
完蛋??
哈哈哈~
没有啦
送我大帅哥上机
跟他们合照
哈哈哈~
大帅哥还很幽默的呢
哈哈哈~

623

623..是我们的大美女晓芬的生日咯
哈哈哈~
晚上..她约了我们去喝茶
我,MC和家恩就去买蛋糕
我们很特地去找那吹不熄的蜡烛了咯
害我们吃到那么多
不过..那个蜡烛品质超不好的会熄的哦
閒去
哈哈~

我们都得早回啊
因为第二天天上课
而且..我的report还没准备啊
哈哈哈~不好意思咯
而且..回到家我想send一个祝语给芬的
王八蛋..
不知为什么..
我电话就是一时能发MMS
一时又不能的
气死人了!!!!
唉~~~~~

唱K

连续几天去唱K了
够厉
星期六晚..原本芬叫我们去吃晚餐
我去不成啊
因为得带弟弟们去吃
妈不在家
哈哈~

结果..最后..芬约晚上10.30去唱歌
哈哈哈~答应了咯..
一点多..我们就回家了
因为..死人neway准时到酱咩??
唉~
去了芬家过夜咯
哈哈~

接着..昨天..他们说要去greebox庆祝家恩的生日
6月21日嘛她生日
哈哈~
我们2点唱到6点吧
我就回了
因为父亲节啊
晚上..嘉约说出来打桌球
我一定赴约的
哈哈哈~

然后啊
今天咯早上..跟学校去parliament
我多么想看他们吵起来啊
哈哈哈~
不过..也有类似的事情发生啦
不够精彩罢了
哈哈哈~
回学校后,我和yin xian去choir practice
接着..去她家冲个凉又去唱歌
这世上星期就约好的咯
为了不让别人知我和chiam还在秘密行动
怎知..还是穿煲了
唉~

不过..今天那个YBY真的有够疯咯
一开始..我们刚到时他还是很害羞
不敢在我们面前唱的
怎知..不到5分钟啊他就拿着麦不放了
够厉我去点什么歌他会唱不会唱都硬硬唱
真的很好笑咯
唱到我们都想把他的麦给抢掉啊!
哈哈~
接着..刚才去走走买些东西就回咯..
我每次买吃的他一定很高兴的咯
果然是贪吃的
哈哈哈~

613

我之前好像忘了替这回事
哈哈哈~
什么都可以忘了..
很老啊我
呵呵呵~

就613这天嘛
哈哈~
我一大早就见到 朱浩仁。好人 了
然后咧
颜莞倩和陈势安也来到KP了咯
哈哈~

那一天呢..我还有机会跟阿帅同台
还在他面前献丑了
唱了一段的 "祝君好"
完蛋..我永远忘不了这首歌
哈哈哈~

^^

刚才在论坛..
发现人家开了一个帖
叫人人用莞倩的歌名造句的
莞倩..就只有那几首歌啊
1.《好不好》
2.《离开这个星球》
3.《不是我不乖》
4.《只要你》
5.《展翅高飞》
最后..就是她自创的 《同类动物》

哈哈~
那边只是一人用一首歌名
造一个句子
我要尝试
全部参起来一起做几个连贯性句子
哈哈哈~
造得不好请别见怪噢..
呵呵呵~



你相信我好不好??

虽知我们都是同类动物

但我还是想带你离开这个星球
一块儿向我们的梦想展翅高飞
不是我不乖才会有这样的抉择
而是我这一辈子就只要你一人

好像不怎么好..

不好意思咯..

呵呵呵~

好久不见

好久咪有回来鸟
不好意思嘛
这篇一定是长长的咯
哈哈哈~

首先...我要说..6月6日和6月7日
我们上云顶.."迎顶"
唷~~~疯到
芬和嘉几突然啊
果然没变..仍然是行动派
吼吼吼..
我们就灌到..几不好意思啊
连累了阿奶..
呵呵呵~
第二天..午餐
跟bola一起享用啊
哈哈~
每次看到她..都一定叫我update blog的
然后..那音乐会...
棒!!!
超爱她当天长的所有歌曲..
阿帅唱工愈来愈好了!!
哈哈哈~
接着..吃晚饭..归家啰~~

然后..接下来几天嘛
我都很不想出了
不晓得为什么..
哈哈~
傻了我
直到前天..终于..我开口约人去唱歌
哈哈哈~
又酱巧
昨天芬也叫我们去唱
哈哈~
够厉

不过..昨天我觉得我只是去吃..
多过去唱
肥啊肥!!
过后啊..我们去meru的station1喝茶
我们几人就喝 "凉茶"
哈哈哈~
够厉的是在我们竟然玩到颠了
我竟然...........什么都做得出??
哈哈哈~
糟糕...玩啊玩
一点了咯..
大家就回家咯
哈哈哈~

考完试了咯..放假了

呃..
我又好像失踪了好久吼
呵呵呵~

考完试不久哦
放假了
哈哈哈~
本小姐最厉害就是哦
人家考试
我还跟别的朋友
说要去唱歌
就去唱半夜
四五点才回家
哈哈~

然后呢..那天jurene的生日派对
我应该是喝多了
哈哈~
够力..还要涵载我回
*歹势咔~*
不过..明明就是坐着喝没事情啊
一站起来就大件事
可能冲了上脑
哈哈~

然后呢..星期日
嘉搬去sg long了咯
我被录用为"女佣"
帮忙搬家咯
呵呵~

我啊我
好像没什么做到自己的事情的
够力~
没关系
星期六..云顶..你等我!!
哈哈哈~

514~~~本小姐的大日子 xD

我生日当天哦
没跟朋友外出庆祝
因为..那天是正天
也就是农历4月20日嘛

所以呢..
我家人说要一起去吃...
哈哈哈~

不过..
吃完晚饭后..
我们还是一起去打桌球噢..
呵呵~

至于庆祝嘛
第二天..也就是515的时候
大家都帮我庆祝咯..
谢谢你们!!
呵呵呵~


现在啊..
考试时期..
糟糕~~
大家都在读书
我就在睡觉..
根本一本书动都没动
过分吗??
呵呵呵~
哎哟~~
根本没心要读..
没意要考
就随便应付罢了
唉~~

母亲节快乐 ^^

哈哈哈~
我又好像很就没报到了
算算下..
整整二十天了!!
呵呵呵~

这么多天以来
发生了好多事情
最糟的就是那场车祸了
发生于4月28日
唉~
车进场了...
可怜到~~~~~
呜呜呜~


伤心的事忘了吧
劳动节那天..
我和芬她们去skytrex adventure
起初..我还以为只是去玩些较刺激的东西
怎知..真的是那么的刺激够厉!!!
本小姐畏高的咯!!!
还要我爬上整棵树酱高
*晕去*
哈哈哈~

第一关..爬到一半我手都没力了
试问..一个连半下pumping都做不到的人..
怎么有力呢??
*救命*
就在差不多要到的时候
我手滑掉了我掉了
幸好..没直接掉下来
我喊了一下..眼泪都飚了出来
抓回去
jurene眼见就在叫我别放弃..还有一点罢了
然后..嘉也在下面为我打气
真的很谢谢她们的支持
我终于上到了
手也麻了

到最后一关
我的手真的没力去
结果..过不到去另一个platform
那个是要爬网的我的手拉不到过去了
失手两次
结果..惟有工作人员帮我咯
唉~
失败...
*叹气ing*

然后嘛
上星期四..5月9日
我参加了choir比赛
哈哈~
我学校的了第三名哦
也足以让bkt kemuning掉眼镜了
呵呵呵~
超高兴得我们!!!!
不过..我最高兴的还是MGS输给了convent!!
多开心啊!!
虽然我学校还是没胜过她们
不过..convent赢了她们就已经足够了咯!!!
哈哈哈~
够厉action啦
用不知什么眼神看我们
厉害到!!!!!!!!
我是知道我们实力不足以赢你们
不过..你们并不是最好的咯!!!!!!!!!
哈哈哈哈~

最后嘛
今天..是母亲节噢..
祝我妈妈..奶奶
和天下所有伟大的母亲们
母亲节快乐!!!!!
^^

confusing...

woohooo~~~~
at last..i'm bak!
lol

as i can see...ring keep asking why am i not updating my blog rite??
n bola keep reminding me to update my blog
sorry lar..i'm so so so busy within the last few weeks
lol
it has been like almost a month i had not touch this page ya
btw...sorry lar everyone..i had got no time to read ur blogs..
i'll read it as i can...lol..
*must noe wat's going on with u all ma...keep in touch..lol*

i think..throughout the last whole month..
i was busy with my basketball training,monthly test n then the basketball tournament
even during monthly test we have to have some training..
gosh..how am i gonna get extra time for studies...
but... *shhh...my mum doesn't noe tat my test was going on..*
lol

n then..last whole week was my tournament
but..i had lost everything on the first day
argh..
it's like...nonsense lar!!
first time ever i lost everything in the first day itself
n it's like..i had nvr lost to their team b4
but wat to do..
i'm now playing in a different team
i just gotta get use to it..

well..
it is over now
supposingly..i shall start studying for my midyear exams
but yet..i'm confusing now whether i shall go for the selection for district player
or shall i just stay in school n study??
cuz if i really spend my time for selection n i din get selected..
then it will be a waste
argh!!
in the other hand,if once got selected..
i havta go for training for the next whole week
n then go for tournament when the school is having exams
but this is wat i wanted so much..
shall i just give up??or continue with it??
aihz
wat shall i do??

生日快乐!!

今天是阿帅的生日哦
祝你生日快乐
身体健康..心想事成..
哈哈哈~
*老了老了.......*
^^

上星期四...
我们就在金河大门口帮她庆祝了咯
这次好多了
她说"终于吹得熄了"
哈哈哈~

庆祝完..我们就去吃咯..
吃了拍照..
过后走走街..boi买衣服啊
接着..吃了晚餐
我和boi要去setapak大嫂宿舍哦
哈哈哈~
也载阿奶回宿舍咯
呵呵呵~
去到大嫂家
我们去打桌球咯
呵呵~
一点多再回去
买了汉堡回去吃
哈哈
六点多才睡啊!!!!!!
*糟糕*

中午十二点就起来了
吃早餐??还是午餐啊??
哈哈哈~
接着..boi先回咯
然后我吃了晚餐再回

然后嘛
拜六晚
又跟boii,阿奶,rae见面了咯
我们去了哪儿??
哈哈..
*不方便说嘛*
你知我知就好了
呵呵呵~

总之..前几天都没怎么睡到就是了
*累到*
哈哈~

回来报到报到^^

好像好久没上来咯
因为都较忙吧
功课好多哦..
考试又要到了
球赛也将近了
呵呵呵~


昨天跟bola见面
她提醒我要来update update下
哈哈哈~
所以..我来咯..

其实这几天心情并不怎么好的说
那天..看见他来看我的blog
我不明白..也不知道
是何时开始他开始读我的blog
深深以为那误会后,他再也不会去看了
不过..我错了..他还是在看
但..这一切却令我在想
到底..那是真的误会??还是他特地要我讨厌他的局
掏出心底话..没错..他在我心中还是占据了很大部分
甚至可以说..整颗心都被他霸占了
不过..却不再是从前的感觉了
那感觉不见了
只是重重的谜题仍然存在
他就是爱给我谜题
哈哈~

昨天..boi他们在kp表演哦
呵呵呵~
化了妆的她们
真的好女性化哦
*大美女来的!!*
哈哈哈~
期间..我们还有跟小媚拍照哦..
她真的很美啊!!
`没进错厕所吧??
呵呵呵~

表演过后
阿帅有签名哦
刚好...我事前得到了书签
结果拿去给阿帅签咯
可是..joanne很坏下的咯
说我不知从哪骗来签的
够厉~
哈哈~
真的是我的啦!!
xP

过后..我们去吃肉骨茶咯
`boii,,好好吃哦!!
*坏到我*
哈哈哈~
接着..我们去打桌球
打完..回家大睡咯
^^

超倒霉的...

这几天有够倒霉咯
显示练球弄伤了脚

然后..昨晚被一辆摩托在我车左前方刮上了深深的一条线
很气!!
还敢看着我
岂有此理???
明明就是他自己撞过来的
酱近了还敢塞
我车都还没开..怎么撞到他啊??
王八蛋!!

由于这几天打球的时候
不是天气超冷
就是下毛毛雨
结果..现在..终于感冒了咯..
哇~
累到...
刚才我表弟表妹在我房间吵到
我都可以睡到猪酱
够厉
==

考试考试考试......

这几天..好多的事情发生了吧
从学校那天选了球员后
明显的..我也知道
接下来..我的日子不会好过了
不好过..不是因为要开始练球
而是..我的朋友们都会离开我了

曾有个念头..放弃打球..把位子让出
不过..我却真的很想打
我想打..不是因为要赢
没错..每个人都会抱着要有满载而归的感觉去打
不过..满载而归这一词
从不同的角度看
就有不同的意思了..不是吗??
多数人都认为..赢了每场比赛
得到奖牌..大家高兴..就是满载而归了
对我来说
能打球..跟别人切磋
得来一些经验..已经是最大的收获了
奖牌名利都不重要

感觉上..我最近轻松了
轻松因为不再想
不再对她所说的一词一句而耿耿于怀
没那个必要了现在
从此..她的事情我不再要知
也不用了解
真的轻松多了
^^


不过..这几天考试..
又把我的脸给拉得不像样了
够讨厌..很讨厌读书啊!!
救命~~~~!!!
今天化学..竟然头脑一片空白
做不到答案
然后,常识我有时间画完图
都没时间回答问题了
呜呜呜~
我第一次认真地去读..却没机会用到
没时间回答..
可怜到...

^^

er hem hem.........21st of feb is our fren's bday ya...

lolz..

`boiiii...happy birthday oo!!!!

hehe~

b4 tat...which is friday..20th of feb

our school had had a cross country event..

lolz

without any expectation..

i got num 17..

gosh...i walked so long weih..not running..but walking..

lolz

but as counted on time...i think it was too long to be

cuz i took 37.26 minutes to finish up a 5km track

gosh..really cant imagine weih

we onli took roughly 20mins last time to finish it up

it's like..such a big big difference weih!!!

*this shows tat how olddddd am i now..... ==" *

but not bad..at least i had still get something from it

n of cuz..my hse got champion for the overall event

hooray~~!!!

go temenggung!!!!!!

it was a tiring run weih..

rite after i had finished my lunch

i slept like a dead fella

dun even wanna wake up from my bed....omg

but i havta wake up..to attend our beloved fren's bday party!!

lolz

`eh..21 years old d lar...dun be like so childish d le!!!!!

muahahaha

n so...after all stuff happened

we onli reached her hse around 9something

n came bak from dere at 1something

today morning..i woke up at 7.30...

kill me is better weih!!!!

but..wat to do..havta attend for da bkb club meeting

which i was appointed to be the president of the club

n consequently...i cant miss it

crapzzzzzzzzzzzz

but i was still late for it

i reached around 8.20

n the teacher had yelled at me for being late *making so much of noise lar him*

end up..he went bak early pulak

*eh..nonsense!!*

so..the conclusion is..

we play ourselves

n choose the players ourselves

of cuz we're not the one who's choosing ourselves to be in da team

but it was the STAR's coach who had chosen us

yet..it's not da final list yet i guess

so..everyone..must fight for it to get into the team k??

but no matter who's in n who's out..

pls bear with it n make no noise k??

lastly..........

just now..at nite time around 10....

i played bkb again

yes...AGAIN

*faint*

such a hardworking person???

lolz

but nonsense lar...

so tiring

dun even have da energy to run

just standing n walking around..

haha

n now..i'm at home....with my beloved bed!!!

lolz..

let's sleep....

nitezzzzzzzzzzzz

跟阿帅庆祝的情人节?? xD

刚才傍晚五点吧
我们出发咯..
去哪儿??
The Curve Heaven Cafe 啊!!
颜莞倩情人节聚餐
哈哈哈~

去到哦
我很坏咯..
明知他会坐哪儿了
就特地作隔壁的位子
*不过..就只剩那些位子啊*
哈哈哈~

然后..我们玩马拉松游戏
yerr...我输了
可是..我就是在台上和阿帅一直斗嘴的说
*好像很over去*
歹势啦
哈哈哈~

玩完
拍照,签名,她就回家咯..
而我们就到处走走
呵呵呵~
接着..去SS2喝糖水
然后就踏上归途咯..
呵呵呵~

很开心下今天
哈哈哈~

真的火了!!!

靠~!!!
你知道你写的东西有多过分吗??
你知道自己在说着什么吗??
你知道到底发生了什么吗??
你知道我到底作了什么吗??
你又知道自己在做着什么吗??

我在帮人!!
我牺牲了一大堆时间,电话钱去帮人
帮了她还给她发脾气
算了..
很失望..
现在再看到这一切
不知是谣言
还是有人去班门弄斧
挑拨离间

我对每个人..都不曾做过趁火打劫的事情
更不乘人之危
可是..当我看见你在一句一句话的贬低我的人格的时候
我伤心透了
看不起我??
我觉得现在最应该令人看不起的是你!!!
是你!!
一个不知幕后真相就在狂吠的人!
没错..是吠!!吠!!

我恨你
恨你一次又一次伤透我的心
恨你认识我酱久了
连我的人格你都怀疑
你根本不是人

可以当个很好的朋友??
呸!!
你一点都不配!!
我鄙视你!!

u noe...'chao da'

my school was having the 'mengenal trek' for the cross country this friday
gosh
it was in the afternoon...
3.30pm!!!
watta??
the heat of the sun is like burning my skin weih
it's like i'm already so dark..
n i had become darker now
hardly for me to get fairer a lil'bit
but now..argh.....
hate it..

but i'm so disappointed on myself tat
i couldn't finish the 5km running
it's like so hot..
n i feel quite dizzy
n mayb i ate a bit too full
aihz..feel like throwing out while running *sad*

this friday is da cross country edy
i dun think i can do well for tat
aihz....
it was my onli event for sports in the school
cuz i dun run for short distance
argh...
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

情人节快乐

情人节..
今年的情人节..
应该算是我最不愉快的一个情人节吧
以往..就算我一个人都好
都没有那么多事情的
最开心的情人节..不愧于去年的情人节吧 *想念*

昨晚..就已经被气到..团团转了
什么意思??问到那样
直接没有mood去
*不想我去就开口啦!*

然后,早上..其实起床上厕所罢了
就看到电话有信息
原来是kiddo
打回去咯..谈交通
接着..打给boii讨论..
*我们要做"坏事"嘛*
哈哈哈~

其中..carmen有打来
就打回去咯..
酱早到??
怪我没起床哦???!!!
结果她说去吃午餐先
过后有打来问有没有去
好啊..我就过去咯..
以为要一起买礼物的
怎知..那个王八
走啦!!!!滚啊!! *气到*
够讨厌了!!
说我重色轻友??谁重色轻友啊现在??
那女生要看随时都有的看
我要看.??.分分钟都在也没得看啊!!
对她极度失望了
唉~

接着..等大嫂来选咯..
很迟了当时
把任务交给她们
我继续去"演戏"了
回家冲凉换衣然后载kiddo
骗她我要去1U叫boi去the curve载她
她竟然相信?? *笨到~*
连奶下车她也没奇怪??
哈哈哈~

那两个多钟
我和阿奶就走走晃晃咯
哈哈哈哈~
时间到了..我们去TGIFriday要去吃了
怎知..订单里没有Ms Gan这名字
够厉
就忙着拨电了我们
忙了整半个钟
最后..还是搞定了吧
就坐下来等她们咯..
那个笨蛋的kiddo
真的以为我去1U哦
觉得到现在她还不知道吧
哈哈哈~ *有够笨*

被耍了她
哈哈~
还得站在椅子上哦
哈哈哈哈~
好玩..
不过..还是得说声..
Kiddo,生日快乐!!
哈哈~


但..我的心好像没有完全在那边
唉~
讨厌...




y2k 214

正月十五

15晚
也就是前晚咯
我们去抛柑
约好boi她们
kiddo最终还是去不成

有够讨厌咯
我人还没到就收到电话了..说是到我的柑
先生,我还没到那边啊!!!!!!!
心想哪个王八害我的啊??
真的很讨厌咯..
就在狂骂了
唉~
直接没mood去

去到..我柑都还没丢啊
还在手上的说,就有人打来说拾到了
而且,我手上的柑
根本就不是我的号码
当时很生气
真的很讨厌

第二天,也就是昨天
又收到电话了
竟然连马来人也拾到
请问谁那么得空啊?
谁家柑那么多??
可以别那么无聊吗??
*够讨厌!!*
打来电话不接,又一直在烦
*烦啊!!!!!!*

我这几天已经烦到快爆了
你们还要烦我咩???
拜托啊..tolong啊
不要再烦我了好吗??
唉~

想念你们!! xD

我来咯...
哈哈哈~

昨晚..和一大伙人去吃
原本说吃海鲜的
最后,却在中环随便吃
哈哈哈~
来不及了
Deborah失望了 *下次啦*
哈哈哈~
我们有好多人去吃噢..
我,姐,boi,阿奶,rae,deborah,kiddo,steve和sabee
自恋一群..其实拍了很多照的
还没拿到..下次再一次过post上来吧
呵呵呵~

昨晚就刚好
我也要和家人吃
过后又直接去找她们哦
结果呢..
糟糕~
我穿到好像有点不适合场面 *太隆重了*
哈哈哈~

过后,我们还去打桌球
哈哈~
*她们特地的*
幸好看不见什么地说
呵呵呵~
大约一点吧..我们回家咯..

而今天一大清早
就起身去跑步了 *没看错..没听错*
对..是去跑步.. *我几时酱勤劳啊?*
哈哈哈~
才发现..原来我还不会差到很远去的哦
跑一百米的时候,有个伯伯走过对我说
我跑得很好..姿势都对..叫我加油哦
哈哈哈~ *暗爽ing*

接着..回家冲凉
又出去咯..
约了Deborah啊
哦..对了对了..
还没介绍..
Deborah是莞倩的钢琴老师啦
也是我们的朋友...
呵呵呵~

我们去sg wang唱歌啊
两个人??
是咯是咯..我们的首次约会.. *歹势啦*
呵呵呵~
接着嘛..走走咯..
然后,就会来打球了..
我迟到离谱啊
不好意思嘛
呵呵呵~

打完球,去Jurene家一下罢了咯..
哈哈哈~
接着就回家了..
因为..现在很睏了
明天又补习啊!! *叹气ing*
唉~

好啦..睡了..
晚安~

how can all these happen??
how come??
argh..


Jia came to my hse just now
we went for dinner together
Fen came to fetch us from my hse
lolz
those was the moments tat i missed the most!!
^^

it was suppose to be happy moment
until i heard something

i dun wish tat it will be a bad news later on
i'll pray hard tat it will be a good news
rather than being a bad news..


*dear Lord,i'm here to pray tat all my frens will be healthy forever..
n live long happily!!
in Jesus name i pray..Amen..*









y2k

无聊到~~

ah boi昨晚突然打电话来
就特地打来炫耀说看到流星 *王八蛋*
就酱还我爆错料了 *歹势咔*

今天又旷课咯
果然是ponteng queen
哈哈哈哈~ *奸笑ing*
不过学校真的好无聊嘛 *嘟嘴*
都没老师上班的说..
在家也无聊
唉~ *叹气ing*

天啊..救命!!

哎哟哟~嘉要过来了
有一点点怕帮不到她
因为真的好多我都不会的哦
没学过嘛
呜呜呜~
对于帮不上忙的地方..真的很抱歉..
不好意思........









y2k

SORRY....!!!

hohoho~~
it was a nice day to hang out with da sao they all today weih..
hehe
we went for movie
but b4 movie..
da sao suddenly called me n tell me tat she saw kc
i admit tat i was desperate too
so,i offer myself to go down to meet them first
i miss her..i do
i admit it

i just cant get her out of my mind
how could i??
argh..
after 133days i had nvr seen her
i met her tat day at 23rd of jan
which is a friday at chung hua
playing bkb together
after so long i had nvr talk to her
145 days
i remember the last time i talked to her was at the airport..
noe wat's da words??
bye n take care..
tat's it
after the 145days
the first sentence i speak to her was
"hey..how come u're here"
her reply was "i came with my cousins..going bak soon.."
then of cuz i'll say.."ok..see u.. bye"
"bye" from her

the way she react when she see me is just exactly like last time how she acknowledge me
the way nvr change
it's still da same..

i think i had now did something wrong to da sao..
i'm so sorry
i feel so guilty for tat
second time i terbocor her stuff
really sorry!!
TT










y2k

hello

i'm here??lolz..
here come my new home..
akakaka..
hopefully there will be ppl visiting here..
lolz..
welcome welcome...
^^