"emotional trash"

am i a person for u to put ur temper on?
am i an "emotional trash" for u?
why??
why do ppl throw on their temper to me??
do i deserve tat??

i recently found tat my frens would love to throw on all da bad tempers to me
but..i dun understand
do u have any reason for u to do tat to me??
i did nthg to u!!

is it fair for me??
i'm also just a human being
i have my own bad time too
but do i seems like i'm showing it to u??
i've got no one to show to
n i'm keeping everything to myself
no matter how much for me to angry bout u
i can onli show my anger to few of my best frens..
or even just ONE of them

ones tat have a partner came to me
she's confused..she can't tell her loved one
so..i'm listening to her
i felt damn blardy upset for her
n i can accept this
cuz it's not easy for her to tell her loved one
n i felt pity for her
tat's why i'm willing to listen to her

but..
another one tat have partner too!!
but..she treat me like nthg!!
wth!!
i'm like a toy??or like wat it is stated...
a TRASH for her??
am i??
everyone of u throw all ur tempers to me
n..
who am i gonna throw mine to??

i'm not like u..
u have ur bf
u have lotsa ur best frens
u have your sisters to tell to
i have NEITHER!!
u noe i'm not easily trusting anyone anymore
i dun tell everyone bout everything i'm going through now
i'm really being fed up of all these things
if this really happens to me again
n u really found tat my attitude to u is not like last time anymore
then...pls..i beg u..
dun ever do tat to me anymore!!!

bodo y2k~!!!

无聊没事做啊刚才
原本要去看球的
结果懒惰下去了
就跟芬和MC去喝茶咯
肥死啊我们
吃了肉骨茶又去Papa Kopitiam喝茶

过后..回家啊
更闷
由于在车上讲到关于某某人
结果呢
已经叫自己不准再去看的东西
刚才又情不自禁的去看了
妈的!!!
气死人

大笨蛋Y2K
看了很爽是??
心碎多一下下比较开心吗??
唉~!!!
很想很想找个空荡的地方
让我大喊一顿!!!
很讨厌!!
很讨厌自己!!
讨厌!!!
唉~~

emo.......

dunno why am i being so emo today
aihzz..
hate it lar

but..it's like wth lar
stupid school
stupid teachers
made me went to school damn early in da morning today
n the whole class was asking
eh??ying yi will come to school on monday wan meh??

argh..
nonsense!!
n the day was like...terrible
no teacher is gonna teach
n so..i called my mum ask her to pick me from school of cuz
i was sleeping while waiting
n i dunno why
so irritated ppl keep shaking the tables
wtf babited fella
eh!!
damn irritated n annoying weih
hallo!!
u think very nice playing lar
knocked my face few times
i tot he would have stop
mana tau he continued
walao eh
u wanna disturb ppl also not like tat wan ma
i noe u weren't disturbing me lar..
but ppl studying dere..wat for u disturb her?
i straight away woke up n shouted
WEI!!!

n i heard some ppl at da bak say chi sin
rite??
dontyoueverthinkineverheardboutit
my hearing is much more better than urs!!
argh
fine!!
siapa makan chili siapa rasa pedasnya
he went bak to his place rite after i "screamed"
argh..nonsense weih!!

today morning onli discussed with shan
said tat
a school with or without guys are still da same
cuz girls will still havta do lotsa things
where guys wont really help out
watta...
aihz...
*no offence...doesn't means every of the guys..but most..*

nonsense lar!!!!
hate it!!
argh

得罪本小姐..后果自负!!

其实这几天..超级无敌不爽某人
好心你啦
喜欢就大大声
将凶
谁会喜欢你那个样子
我认了你多久
你知道吗??
只是你最近才上头来了
过分!!
你知你得罪了本小姐吗??

我这次就只是在老师面前说
让她传达消息
不保证下次不会当面让你没脸咯!!
还敢来问我哪里有
自己检讨下吧
连你老朋友们都受不了你了
你说是我错,还是你错呢??
唉~~~

623

623..是我们的大美女晓芬的生日咯
哈哈哈~
晚上..她约了我们去喝茶
我,MC和家恩就去买蛋糕
我们很特地去找那吹不熄的蜡烛了咯
害我们吃到那么多
不过..那个蜡烛品质超不好的会熄的哦
閒去
哈哈~

我们都得早回啊
因为第二天天上课
而且..我的report还没准备啊
哈哈哈~不好意思咯
而且..回到家我想send一个祝语给芬的
王八蛋..
不知为什么..
我电话就是一时能发MMS
一时又不能的
气死人了!!!!
唉~~~~~

情人节快乐

情人节..
今年的情人节..
应该算是我最不愉快的一个情人节吧
以往..就算我一个人都好
都没有那么多事情的
最开心的情人节..不愧于去年的情人节吧 *想念*

昨晚..就已经被气到..团团转了
什么意思??问到那样
直接没有mood去
*不想我去就开口啦!*

然后,早上..其实起床上厕所罢了
就看到电话有信息
原来是kiddo
打回去咯..谈交通
接着..打给boii讨论..
*我们要做"坏事"嘛*
哈哈哈~

其中..carmen有打来
就打回去咯..
酱早到??
怪我没起床哦???!!!
结果她说去吃午餐先
过后有打来问有没有去
好啊..我就过去咯..
以为要一起买礼物的
怎知..那个王八
走啦!!!!滚啊!! *气到*
够讨厌了!!
说我重色轻友??谁重色轻友啊现在??
那女生要看随时都有的看
我要看.??.分分钟都在也没得看啊!!
对她极度失望了
唉~

接着..等大嫂来选咯..
很迟了当时
把任务交给她们
我继续去"演戏"了
回家冲凉换衣然后载kiddo
骗她我要去1U叫boi去the curve载她
她竟然相信?? *笨到~*
连奶下车她也没奇怪??
哈哈哈~

那两个多钟
我和阿奶就走走晃晃咯
哈哈哈哈~
时间到了..我们去TGIFriday要去吃了
怎知..订单里没有Ms Gan这名字
够厉
就忙着拨电了我们
忙了整半个钟
最后..还是搞定了吧
就坐下来等她们咯..
那个笨蛋的kiddo
真的以为我去1U哦
觉得到现在她还不知道吧
哈哈哈~ *有够笨*

被耍了她
哈哈~
还得站在椅子上哦
哈哈哈哈~
好玩..
不过..还是得说声..
Kiddo,生日快乐!!
哈哈~


但..我的心好像没有完全在那边
唉~
讨厌...




y2k 214

正月十五

15晚
也就是前晚咯
我们去抛柑
约好boi她们
kiddo最终还是去不成

有够讨厌咯
我人还没到就收到电话了..说是到我的柑
先生,我还没到那边啊!!!!!!!
心想哪个王八害我的啊??
真的很讨厌咯..
就在狂骂了
唉~
直接没mood去

去到..我柑都还没丢啊
还在手上的说,就有人打来说拾到了
而且,我手上的柑
根本就不是我的号码
当时很生气
真的很讨厌

第二天,也就是昨天
又收到电话了
竟然连马来人也拾到
请问谁那么得空啊?
谁家柑那么多??
可以别那么无聊吗??
*够讨厌!!*
打来电话不接,又一直在烦
*烦啊!!!!!!*

我这几天已经烦到快爆了
你们还要烦我咩???
拜托啊..tolong啊
不要再烦我了好吗??
唉~