down.

i don't know why.
i'm down into the deep earth right now.

the reason shall not be told.
the secret shall not be revealed.

i've tried to set myself to the highest point as i thought i could.
yet, i had failed.

i thought i should be happy.
i'm not indeed.

tears are not falling down from my eyes, on my face.
but it is rolling deep inside my heart.

however, that's all i've chosen for myself.
no complaints shall be entertained.

the only thing is to blame myself.
blame myself for not being smarter.

i do know how life goes up and down.
don't comment if you think i'm complaining.
please understand,
i'm just trying to express my feeling and keeping the rest for myself.

10th week passed

10 weeks of this sem has passed!!
which means there's another 4 weeks for me to prepare for my final exam
yet..i don't think i had get anything prepared yet
as..i wasn't really really paying attention all the while..
isn't it??
so..i must try my best to get myself ready for the exam
so tat i'll get at least a 3.0?? haha
i hope tat's not only my dream
and hopefully it'll happen in reality as well

it's not a great week neither
got drunk at the beer factory tat day
i dunno why
but i was really tired tat day
tat's why i fall tat fast??
or..wat's happening me??
but..i know i gotta live my life a great one
cheer babe..
let's cheer (=
i know i can do it..

all the best guys..
let's work hard for our final exam (=

study's life~~

it's been days tat i'm not updating my blog ya.
well..it was some busy days with tests and assignments

and those tests were like..
"omg..i don't know how to do!!"
err...so...i'm nicely asking myself..
"am i really suitable for this course??"
or shall i change course now???

anyway...it was some ordinary days with studies and sleep
buy not anything else..
hoho~~

yet..me n my roommate Jane
we were prettily excited to cook some food for ourselves during the busy days


our carbonara <3