考试考试考试......

这几天..好多的事情发生了吧
从学校那天选了球员后
明显的..我也知道
接下来..我的日子不会好过了
不好过..不是因为要开始练球
而是..我的朋友们都会离开我了

曾有个念头..放弃打球..把位子让出
不过..我却真的很想打
我想打..不是因为要赢
没错..每个人都会抱着要有满载而归的感觉去打
不过..满载而归这一词
从不同的角度看
就有不同的意思了..不是吗??
多数人都认为..赢了每场比赛
得到奖牌..大家高兴..就是满载而归了
对我来说
能打球..跟别人切磋
得来一些经验..已经是最大的收获了
奖牌名利都不重要

感觉上..我最近轻松了
轻松因为不再想
不再对她所说的一词一句而耿耿于怀
没那个必要了现在
从此..她的事情我不再要知
也不用了解
真的轻松多了
^^


不过..这几天考试..
又把我的脸给拉得不像样了
够讨厌..很讨厌读书啊!!
救命~~~~!!!
今天化学..竟然头脑一片空白
做不到答案
然后,常识我有时间画完图
都没时间回答问题了
呜呜呜~
我第一次认真地去读..却没机会用到
没时间回答..
可怜到...

^^

er hem hem.........21st of feb is our fren's bday ya...

lolz..

`boiiii...happy birthday oo!!!!

hehe~

b4 tat...which is friday..20th of feb

our school had had a cross country event..

lolz

without any expectation..

i got num 17..

gosh...i walked so long weih..not running..but walking..

lolz

but as counted on time...i think it was too long to be

cuz i took 37.26 minutes to finish up a 5km track

gosh..really cant imagine weih

we onli took roughly 20mins last time to finish it up

it's like..such a big big difference weih!!!

*this shows tat how olddddd am i now..... ==" *

but not bad..at least i had still get something from it

n of cuz..my hse got champion for the overall event

hooray~~!!!

go temenggung!!!!!!

it was a tiring run weih..

rite after i had finished my lunch

i slept like a dead fella

dun even wanna wake up from my bed....omg

but i havta wake up..to attend our beloved fren's bday party!!

lolz

`eh..21 years old d lar...dun be like so childish d le!!!!!

muahahaha

n so...after all stuff happened

we onli reached her hse around 9something

n came bak from dere at 1something

today morning..i woke up at 7.30...

kill me is better weih!!!!

but..wat to do..havta attend for da bkb club meeting

which i was appointed to be the president of the club

n consequently...i cant miss it

crapzzzzzzzzzzzz

but i was still late for it

i reached around 8.20

n the teacher had yelled at me for being late *making so much of noise lar him*

end up..he went bak early pulak

*eh..nonsense!!*

so..the conclusion is..

we play ourselves

n choose the players ourselves

of cuz we're not the one who's choosing ourselves to be in da team

but it was the STAR's coach who had chosen us

yet..it's not da final list yet i guess

so..everyone..must fight for it to get into the team k??

but no matter who's in n who's out..

pls bear with it n make no noise k??

lastly..........

just now..at nite time around 10....

i played bkb again

yes...AGAIN

*faint*

such a hardworking person???

lolz

but nonsense lar...

so tiring

dun even have da energy to run

just standing n walking around..

haha

n now..i'm at home....with my beloved bed!!!

lolz..

let's sleep....

nitezzzzzzzzzzzz

跟阿帅庆祝的情人节?? xD

刚才傍晚五点吧
我们出发咯..
去哪儿??
The Curve Heaven Cafe 啊!!
颜莞倩情人节聚餐
哈哈哈~

去到哦
我很坏咯..
明知他会坐哪儿了
就特地作隔壁的位子
*不过..就只剩那些位子啊*
哈哈哈~

然后..我们玩马拉松游戏
yerr...我输了
可是..我就是在台上和阿帅一直斗嘴的说
*好像很over去*
歹势啦
哈哈哈~

玩完
拍照,签名,她就回家咯..
而我们就到处走走
呵呵呵~
接着..去SS2喝糖水
然后就踏上归途咯..
呵呵呵~

很开心下今天
哈哈哈~

真的火了!!!

靠~!!!
你知道你写的东西有多过分吗??
你知道自己在说着什么吗??
你知道到底发生了什么吗??
你知道我到底作了什么吗??
你又知道自己在做着什么吗??

我在帮人!!
我牺牲了一大堆时间,电话钱去帮人
帮了她还给她发脾气
算了..
很失望..
现在再看到这一切
不知是谣言
还是有人去班门弄斧
挑拨离间

我对每个人..都不曾做过趁火打劫的事情
更不乘人之危
可是..当我看见你在一句一句话的贬低我的人格的时候
我伤心透了
看不起我??
我觉得现在最应该令人看不起的是你!!!
是你!!
一个不知幕后真相就在狂吠的人!
没错..是吠!!吠!!

我恨你
恨你一次又一次伤透我的心
恨你认识我酱久了
连我的人格你都怀疑
你根本不是人

可以当个很好的朋友??
呸!!
你一点都不配!!
我鄙视你!!

u noe...'chao da'

my school was having the 'mengenal trek' for the cross country this friday
gosh
it was in the afternoon...
3.30pm!!!
watta??
the heat of the sun is like burning my skin weih
it's like i'm already so dark..
n i had become darker now
hardly for me to get fairer a lil'bit
but now..argh.....
hate it..

but i'm so disappointed on myself tat
i couldn't finish the 5km running
it's like so hot..
n i feel quite dizzy
n mayb i ate a bit too full
aihz..feel like throwing out while running *sad*

this friday is da cross country edy
i dun think i can do well for tat
aihz....
it was my onli event for sports in the school
cuz i dun run for short distance
argh...
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

情人节快乐

情人节..
今年的情人节..
应该算是我最不愉快的一个情人节吧
以往..就算我一个人都好
都没有那么多事情的
最开心的情人节..不愧于去年的情人节吧 *想念*

昨晚..就已经被气到..团团转了
什么意思??问到那样
直接没有mood去
*不想我去就开口啦!*

然后,早上..其实起床上厕所罢了
就看到电话有信息
原来是kiddo
打回去咯..谈交通
接着..打给boii讨论..
*我们要做"坏事"嘛*
哈哈哈~

其中..carmen有打来
就打回去咯..
酱早到??
怪我没起床哦???!!!
结果她说去吃午餐先
过后有打来问有没有去
好啊..我就过去咯..
以为要一起买礼物的
怎知..那个王八
走啦!!!!滚啊!! *气到*
够讨厌了!!
说我重色轻友??谁重色轻友啊现在??
那女生要看随时都有的看
我要看.??.分分钟都在也没得看啊!!
对她极度失望了
唉~

接着..等大嫂来选咯..
很迟了当时
把任务交给她们
我继续去"演戏"了
回家冲凉换衣然后载kiddo
骗她我要去1U叫boi去the curve载她
她竟然相信?? *笨到~*
连奶下车她也没奇怪??
哈哈哈~

那两个多钟
我和阿奶就走走晃晃咯
哈哈哈哈~
时间到了..我们去TGIFriday要去吃了
怎知..订单里没有Ms Gan这名字
够厉
就忙着拨电了我们
忙了整半个钟
最后..还是搞定了吧
就坐下来等她们咯..
那个笨蛋的kiddo
真的以为我去1U哦
觉得到现在她还不知道吧
哈哈哈~ *有够笨*

被耍了她
哈哈~
还得站在椅子上哦
哈哈哈哈~
好玩..
不过..还是得说声..
Kiddo,生日快乐!!
哈哈~


但..我的心好像没有完全在那边
唉~
讨厌...




y2k 214

正月十五

15晚
也就是前晚咯
我们去抛柑
约好boi她们
kiddo最终还是去不成

有够讨厌咯
我人还没到就收到电话了..说是到我的柑
先生,我还没到那边啊!!!!!!!
心想哪个王八害我的啊??
真的很讨厌咯..
就在狂骂了
唉~
直接没mood去

去到..我柑都还没丢啊
还在手上的说,就有人打来说拾到了
而且,我手上的柑
根本就不是我的号码
当时很生气
真的很讨厌

第二天,也就是昨天
又收到电话了
竟然连马来人也拾到
请问谁那么得空啊?
谁家柑那么多??
可以别那么无聊吗??
*够讨厌!!*
打来电话不接,又一直在烦
*烦啊!!!!!!*

我这几天已经烦到快爆了
你们还要烦我咩???
拜托啊..tolong啊
不要再烦我了好吗??
唉~

想念你们!! xD

我来咯...
哈哈哈~

昨晚..和一大伙人去吃
原本说吃海鲜的
最后,却在中环随便吃
哈哈哈~
来不及了
Deborah失望了 *下次啦*
哈哈哈~
我们有好多人去吃噢..
我,姐,boi,阿奶,rae,deborah,kiddo,steve和sabee
自恋一群..其实拍了很多照的
还没拿到..下次再一次过post上来吧
呵呵呵~

昨晚就刚好
我也要和家人吃
过后又直接去找她们哦
结果呢..
糟糕~
我穿到好像有点不适合场面 *太隆重了*
哈哈哈~

过后,我们还去打桌球
哈哈~
*她们特地的*
幸好看不见什么地说
呵呵呵~
大约一点吧..我们回家咯..

而今天一大清早
就起身去跑步了 *没看错..没听错*
对..是去跑步.. *我几时酱勤劳啊?*
哈哈哈~
才发现..原来我还不会差到很远去的哦
跑一百米的时候,有个伯伯走过对我说
我跑得很好..姿势都对..叫我加油哦
哈哈哈~ *暗爽ing*

接着..回家冲凉
又出去咯..
约了Deborah啊
哦..对了对了..
还没介绍..
Deborah是莞倩的钢琴老师啦
也是我们的朋友...
呵呵呵~

我们去sg wang唱歌啊
两个人??
是咯是咯..我们的首次约会.. *歹势啦*
呵呵呵~
接着嘛..走走咯..
然后,就会来打球了..
我迟到离谱啊
不好意思嘛
呵呵呵~

打完球,去Jurene家一下罢了咯..
哈哈哈~
接着就回家了..
因为..现在很睏了
明天又补习啊!! *叹气ing*
唉~

好啦..睡了..
晚安~

how can all these happen??
how come??
argh..


Jia came to my hse just now
we went for dinner together
Fen came to fetch us from my hse
lolz
those was the moments tat i missed the most!!
^^

it was suppose to be happy moment
until i heard something

i dun wish tat it will be a bad news later on
i'll pray hard tat it will be a good news
rather than being a bad news..


*dear Lord,i'm here to pray tat all my frens will be healthy forever..
n live long happily!!
in Jesus name i pray..Amen..*









y2k

无聊到~~

ah boi昨晚突然打电话来
就特地打来炫耀说看到流星 *王八蛋*
就酱还我爆错料了 *歹势咔*

今天又旷课咯
果然是ponteng queen
哈哈哈哈~ *奸笑ing*
不过学校真的好无聊嘛 *嘟嘴*
都没老师上班的说..
在家也无聊
唉~ *叹气ing*

天啊..救命!!

哎哟哟~嘉要过来了
有一点点怕帮不到她
因为真的好多我都不会的哦
没学过嘛
呜呜呜~
对于帮不上忙的地方..真的很抱歉..
不好意思........









y2k

SORRY....!!!

hohoho~~
it was a nice day to hang out with da sao they all today weih..
hehe
we went for movie
but b4 movie..
da sao suddenly called me n tell me tat she saw kc
i admit tat i was desperate too
so,i offer myself to go down to meet them first
i miss her..i do
i admit it

i just cant get her out of my mind
how could i??
argh..
after 133days i had nvr seen her
i met her tat day at 23rd of jan
which is a friday at chung hua
playing bkb together
after so long i had nvr talk to her
145 days
i remember the last time i talked to her was at the airport..
noe wat's da words??
bye n take care..
tat's it
after the 145days
the first sentence i speak to her was
"hey..how come u're here"
her reply was "i came with my cousins..going bak soon.."
then of cuz i'll say.."ok..see u.. bye"
"bye" from her

the way she react when she see me is just exactly like last time how she acknowledge me
the way nvr change
it's still da same..

i think i had now did something wrong to da sao..
i'm so sorry
i feel so guilty for tat
second time i terbocor her stuff
really sorry!!
TT










y2k

hello

i'm here??lolz..
here come my new home..
akakaka..
hopefully there will be ppl visiting here..
lolz..
welcome welcome...
^^