finals ended, did my holidays actually started??

throughout the whole finals
i was really suffering from 'not enough sleep' and 'gastric'
as i really really got to sleep like max 3-4hrs a day??

yet..the worst news during my finals was my hamster was gone~!!
where did he goes?? did the cat ate him up??
how pity was him?? argh~!!! why?? why him??!! T.T

after the forth paper which left the one and onli paper on 19th of sept
it was Jia's sis wedding time~
well..it wasn't a bad time though..

then..the last paper done~
i found myself no way to rest well
up n down, in n out

at first, Chia Ann was leaving on the 25th of sept
so we were busy about her farewell n everyting
then, a chill out night with my UTAR BKB teammates
after tat is the time to send off Chia Ann d

then??Jerry's grooming la..
buy air tickets la..
book this n tat..
print this n tat
all are my job..

oh ya..bkb training at Kampar
although it wasn't a good experience..
yet..i got to know some nice friends n had some fun over dere

even until today..grandma is in hospital
i'm rushing in n out to catch up the time to visit her
or catching up time to fetch my bro
while nobody was willing to help me at all

now..i lost the thing i need the most now~!!
my smart tag~!!
i need to travel up n down from sunway to klang, klang to sunway
yet..my smart tag got stolen
why must everything happens at the same time??

such a tiring life huh..
wondering why did the director of my life dun give my story a fullstop here n give me sometimes to start my new chapter of life??!!

but..the most tiring thing wasn't of all those stated above
i'm tired of got blaming all time
(even if it's not my fault,can the hell world pls be fair to me??)
i'm tired of asking for help yet nobody was willing to help me
i'm tired of thinking for who to ask to accompany me to chill myself at the time i really need it
i'm tired of begging my brothers to go for supper with me
(do i need to really beg u??i dunnit to beg my frens in tat way)
i'm tired of being treated as no one at home
(can u pls respect me??can u pls LISTEN to wat i said??)

I dare not to wish for anything
but can u pls listen n respect??
or could u pls listen before u judge??
or....

this is why i love LISTEN so much
cuz it somehow is wat i hoped for
i wish..i could have a short break now before my new sem get started
pls let me rest~!!