爱??

天下情花铺满地
月老天上拉红绳
但愿情侣能长久
共度祸福一辈子

美好姻缘招祝福
若违人意人伤悲
爱上不该爱的人
放弃忘记何容易

恋爱就如一堂课
时间到了该放手
惟有缺课能补课
错过的爱永消失

彼此虽不曾相爱
若要真在乎此人
回忆并不会无奈
记忆永远都存在

喜怒哀乐都包括
与她回忆不平凡
如今虽是一人过
仍然不变也没忘

过去都成为回忆
将来只会是个谜
现在口中说忘记
事后会否对不起

一片森林树不少
唯独这棵讨欢喜
其他见面说声好
谁人在乎悲或喜

哪怕对方爱不爱
只怕自己忘不了
面对别人试着爱
心中何曾又忘了

片刻回忆脑海中
她的影子不失踪
眼泪该留不该流
可惜回忆叫它流

烦恼心门开不开
不开惹人笑活该
但若心田人占据
别人如何融进去

我只想保留那区区七个信息..可以吗??

家里最近..常常都有不愉快的事情发生
在某种原因之下
弟弟要把电话给还了

我妈说我..
抱着那么多家电话来干嘛??
好吧..我就答应借他一架

没想到..
他要我把所有的东西给删了
包括信息

这电话..我还曾对芬说过
我死都不会卖
就因为那几封信息
那些..我永远都再也的不到的信息
我之前收的
在一次意外中
通通不见了
我剩下的那几个
根本意思都没什么
不过..
那号码发来的信息
永远都不会再出现在我手机啊

我不想删
我不愿删
我也不要删
不过为什么你们要说我霸道
不把它删了让掉啊??

我很伤心
为什么连我家人都可以酱说我
尤其是我弟弟
天天说我霸了他的东西??
车..还没学好
就拼命在告诉妈说
我一定不会让他驾的
暗示妈买新的给你吗??
连车的brochure你都曾拿过回家
不是吗??

我不选择去读贵的科系
一直都在想
我还有两个弟弟要上课
他们念独中都需要很大笔钱了

所以..我后悔当初不好好念书
申请不到助学金
就选择了form6
希望自己会努力拚回来
不过这两年来
我没心再拼了
我累了
因为每个人的态度
让我超不想珍惜自己

my thinking rite now..

i'm just bak from NILAI....again??
lol
cuz today may playing ma
of cuz we're going to support her lar
lol

worth it!!
cuz i saw my idol over dere!!
lol
lee san..
i really admire her weih...
for her great bkb skill
hehehe
n her speed
omg
so..end up
if u would happen have to ask me
who did i supported??
hehehe
my answer will be...
idk
lol
*cuz i not onli supported one side ma*
xD


n today...i really had lost my appetite weih
i like tak nak makan ajer
cheh~
so..i onli ate lunch today
no dinner no supperr
oopss..i guess i have dinner...a cup of hot milo??
lol

on da same time i was chatting lar..
with the king kong...
lolz
wanted to zha her so much wan..
so dirty..so late onli bath..
xP
but no chance d
my bodo hp expired on tat babited time
ish
i lost a chance to do so
*nvrm..i'll do it whenever i can*
lolz




dont ever miss a person tat wont miss u in return,
u'll onli hurt urself..
dont ever fall for a person tat's cold blooded,
ur heart is not made by a metal tat have no feelings..
dont ever cry for a person tat dont treat u in a good way,
tears is precious..

keep everything best to urself,
be selfish to the one who treat u badly,
cuz they wont appreciate ur love,
they'll onli hurt u more..

they wont remember tat u're da one who treat them best,
they'll onli remember tat u're da one who annoyed them the most..


*it hurts*

sien kah...

boring eh today
like whole day staying at home tak tau apa nak buat onli
omg

yest nite went to watch the agong cup with fen they all
haha
how "rajin" were us to be dere huh??
it's like..NILAI weih...
not beside my hse onli leh
hahaha
bet ah may was quite angry lar
`but...buddy,,it's over d lar..
`forget bout it k??
^^

aiyoyo..sien lar sien!!
anyone save me?????
lol

wat's life?

it's such a......lame world isn't it?

supposed..i'll go to school on every wed n thu
due to the practicals tat have to be done
but this week's chem prac canceled
n everyone knows i'm so not going to school on wed
but my "best" club teacher ever
damn annoying weih
eventhough i'm not in school
he tell so many of them to inform me
he's going to have the prize giving session on thu morning
n ask me to INFORM all da winners
to ask them to LINE-UP by the side to get ready

thu morning..i wanted to go to school earlier...
but my bros..argh
they're worse than me as a girl
*hallo!!do u need such a long time to prepare???!!*
sigh
n when i reach
i gotta inform all da WINNERS as wat he said
chi yong n wen shan helped me to arranged the prizes
once finish singing the school songs
we bring the prizes up to the stage
n wth??
the teacher was asking where was i n wat i did tat i din arrange it
i told him wat i did n i got scolded
*hallo!!u're da one who said tat k??!??*
damn it..
terrible lar this school
n the teachers

after practical,it was recess time
i'm supposed to get the cert from him..
so tat i can print for everyone??
walao..my printer dunnit to buy ink wan lar??
u think my printer inks all FOC wan isit??
fuiyoh..such a smart ass!!
n just bcuz i wanna get the stacks of PAPERS
i gotta stand dere listen to his craps for almost half an hour!!
hallo!!i'm not tat free wan k??
i got class wan lar!!..
n i gotta find some teacher to sign some documents weih
i had wasted all my time on thu to do such nonsense
listening to his crapz..after reaching class teacher showing face
then running down to take bottle
after went to class..gotta go down to search for teachers to sign our documents
n we havta walk here n dere to get all da teachers we need..
even some of them weren't in school
TERRIBLE n HORRIBLE weih!!
i went up n down for dunno how many times from third floor to ground floor
wth!

wat am i doing??!!

wat am i doing??
being silly all da while??
sigh

yesterday went for pool with fen,jia,kelsey n michelle
shan joint in after tat
but i was late
again..i was late
none of the time i can be punctual since i noe how to drive
who knows the reason??
aihz
michelle was talking dere jokingly
but i was too...over??
*sorry for shouted at u yesterday..i really din mean it*
felt so bad to her
*i'm so sorry michelle*
but thank God tat after tat she's still playing with me n joking with me all da while
thank dudes...
got beer somemore yesterday
tat was wat i wanted
although it wasn't much
but tat's good enough
^^
n there was ppl asking why did i absent for the singing session in da afternoon
*sorry guys..
i just cant make it
thanks for caring...i wasn't angry with u guy
nor dissappointed on u
dun worry*

n today
i din go to school
for the sake of??
no reason

whole day staying at home
until it was 7..i went for piano class again
i drove dere n sat for the class
after tat
i went to make some photocopies of my notes

but no one knows how smart was i
to drive on the WRONG LANE!!
wth??
i was like...
omfg
wat's tat weih??
i drove for almost 2yrs
this is the first time i drove on the wrong lane without myself realising it
until i saw the car is coming opposite

after tat..i went to the steamboat shop to meet jia
to get my calculator bak
hence i can complete my report
n i dunno why again
i went to the wrong lane
rite after turning out from the shop..
wth
i bet the driver of the car tat was coming towards me got damn shocked n felt scary
me myself got shocked too
my brain was blanked
i was thinking nthg
n i just cant think of anything
why??
i din realise until i saw tat car was coming over

damn useless lar me!!
arghhh...

闲去~~

刚看完决赛回家
预料中..谁赢谁输
好像都知道的

就坐在那边废话一大堆罢了咯
^^

唉~~
看到某些东西
感觉到..
闲去
失望~~~
唉~~


白天不懂夜的黑,
你..永不懂我伤悲

bodo y2k~!!!

无聊没事做啊刚才
原本要去看球的
结果懒惰下去了
就跟芬和MC去喝茶咯
肥死啊我们
吃了肉骨茶又去Papa Kopitiam喝茶

过后..回家啊
更闷
由于在车上讲到关于某某人
结果呢
已经叫自己不准再去看的东西
刚才又情不自禁的去看了
妈的!!!
气死人

大笨蛋Y2K
看了很爽是??
心碎多一下下比较开心吗??
唉~!!!
很想很想找个空荡的地方
让我大喊一顿!!!
很讨厌!!
很讨厌自己!!
讨厌!!!
唉~~

emo.......

dunno why am i being so emo today
aihzz..
hate it lar

but..it's like wth lar
stupid school
stupid teachers
made me went to school damn early in da morning today
n the whole class was asking
eh??ying yi will come to school on monday wan meh??

argh..
nonsense!!
n the day was like...terrible
no teacher is gonna teach
n so..i called my mum ask her to pick me from school of cuz
i was sleeping while waiting
n i dunno why
so irritated ppl keep shaking the tables
wtf babited fella
eh!!
damn irritated n annoying weih
hallo!!
u think very nice playing lar
knocked my face few times
i tot he would have stop
mana tau he continued
walao eh
u wanna disturb ppl also not like tat wan ma
i noe u weren't disturbing me lar..
but ppl studying dere..wat for u disturb her?
i straight away woke up n shouted
WEI!!!

n i heard some ppl at da bak say chi sin
rite??
dontyoueverthinkineverheardboutit
my hearing is much more better than urs!!
argh
fine!!
siapa makan chili siapa rasa pedasnya
he went bak to his place rite after i "screamed"
argh..nonsense weih!!

today morning onli discussed with shan
said tat
a school with or without guys are still da same
cuz girls will still havta do lotsa things
where guys wont really help out
watta...
aihz...
*no offence...doesn't means every of the guys..but most..*

nonsense lar!!!!
hate it!!
argh

不屑by黄鸿升(小鬼)

事情如果那么简单 那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏 那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃

你的思念

自我安慰

就让我伪装 我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑

别想要说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类

悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑

那是我自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

闷~~~

哇..救命!!

我现在简直是超级无敌非常的闷啊!!

几久没睡到迟迟才起床了啊

昨天给不懂那一个乌龟王八蛋

被叫去学校..做些超级无聊的东西

每次都是你!!!!!

唉~!!!

*不过..还好..有免费早餐..*

*也不用快餐的嘎..*

*傻去*

回到家..

又跑去AEON了咯

MY FM DJ们来了

哈哈哈~

颜薇恩超级鬼马的咯

不过他的确很美

我和她合照了

她还搭我肩膀咧

*芬快把我宰了*

哈哈哈哈~

回到家嘛

真的很累了咯

睡过时了

8点多才起来

吃下晚饭

然后煲戏咯

闷死!!

尽早呢..还以为能睡到一两点

怎晓得

嘉十一点多就打来约去唱歌了

够厉

当时真的还很累的咯

因为昨晚也没那么早睡嘛

完蛋

不过..都起来了

只好爬着起来

又赖着床酱

哈哈哈~

最后最后..

起来洗澡吃午餐

就去唱歌咯

哈哈哈~

过后..回到家

不就是一个字咯

闷~~

到现在...

唉~~~

piano exam ==

i bet...i'm gonna fail my GRADE7 badly this time

aihz..

damn disappointed weih

while i was waiting at the awaiting room

i accidently saw the name of the examiner

is a guy

gosh..

i can still remember Sam told me b4

everytime she met a guy examiner she'll sure fail the exam

cuz they're born to be more strict then the lady

once i had stepped into the examination room

wth

the aircond is like not working at all

damn hot weih

hallo..dun lar so kiam siap

aihz

n yet..i was still so kan chiong

how????my hands were shivering

he said..legato...i played staccato

he said melodic minor..i played harmonic minor

he said major i heard minor

gosh..totally messed!!

apa ni weih??

jorr...then after playing scales..

there comes the pieces

wow..everynotes tat i played correctly in da morning had just became a wrong one

how could this happened?

my heart was crying rite on tat time

aihzzzzzz

sight reading came after pieces

walao

apa ni dynamic semua tak ada

like flattened one

==

aural...worst part ever

no voice to sing at all

even sang out of tune

fuiyoh

i think he's going to faint d

the second singing part

he was trying to tell me

relax

dun be so scare

*oopss...he can see tat*

aihz

n i noe cadence i did not answer correctly

it was supposed to be imperfect I-V cadence

apa ni i answered IV-V

argh!!

sigh...

there goes my piano exam

fail FAIL fail!!

say BYE to it!!

argh!!!

kaki ponteng

everyone had been went to MABA yesterday nite to watch NBL finale yesterday
n I...was supposed to go too
but i was too lazy to go le...
transport tak ada...itu tenaga pun tak ada
very tired weih

end up...i went out for dinner with my family
hehehe
we went sunway the Tasty Pot
was it nice??
well...it's like..ok ok lar..
normal onli
why did my mum suggested dere??
i dunno weih...解かりません
lol..


n then today...
apa aku buat??
hohoho~~
i slept until 11something baru wake up lar
cuz yesterday nite chatted with a babi..
argued with him until damn late
but of course..i edy planned not to go school earlier
hallo!!monday weih....
sien le...somemore i got piano class today...tired ar
hahaha

n when i wake up today
it's like..damn it
i'm sure getting sick this time
cuz i can feel there's something wrong with my body d
then there comes sore throat
argh..

after my piano class...
jia came to my hse
wat we did was...
at first..she said she wanna study
then then then...she went to online...
after tat...me n her slept together...
on my SINGLE bed...
can u imagine how we slept??
hugged together??
*shhh~~dunwan to tell u...think urself lar..*
xP

slept until around 5pm..i woke up and showered
then of cuz..wake her up lar
after tat we went out...
hehehe~~
survival having match at jenjarom lar
sama sama pigi tengok ma
n now...came bak d...
n yea..i'm relaly getting sick now
not onli sore throat...
evening edy came with fever
n cough also
then now...headache somemore??
omg...
sore throat+headache+fever+cough= H1N1????
*i'm so dead #(+.+) *

dear LORD!!..

i cant lose my voice now le..

i'm having piano exam on this thursday le

6th of august 2009!!

pls heal me!!

thank u LORD!! in JESUS name i ask n i pray..

AMEN!!!

我后悔了!!!!

昨天..一大清早
本小姐就起床了
多么累的我..
还是要起床...
哈哈哈~

过后..我随一粒沙CP她们去convent canteen day咯
哈哈哈~
迟了
大家都迟了
哈哈哈~

天气很热咯..
妈的
而且今年也不爽的
超级无敌不整的设备
有我们在的时候较好完啊
呵呵呵~

不过..我们就浪费了不少钱
多余的我们
哈哈哈~
接着..我们去AEON吃午餐咯
原本想去唱歌的
不过太贵了
唉~~
惟有下次再去咯
没关系..
那较好吧
可以顺便邀家恩一块儿去
咔咔咔咔~~~

用完午餐
回家咯...然后他们有练球
而我呢..去闹咯
呵呵呵~
不过..唉~
我的手脚真的没力了
根本就像支撑不了我整个人酱
而且..跑到很累很喘哦
都不晓得是为什么
拜五晚也一样
对自己真的很失望
唉~

很想很想再练回那个气来咧
唉~~
我后悔了!!!!!!

20090731

前两天..也就是731咯
涵生日啊
呵呵呵~

我们去打球..
过后..蛋糕给捧出来跟他庆祝庆祝咯
生日快乐啊!!
呵呵呵~

过后嘛..
我们过去看球赛咯..
看到...几点才回家??
也不记得咯..
哈哈哈~