down.

i don't know why.
i'm down into the deep earth right now.

the reason shall not be told.
the secret shall not be revealed.

i've tried to set myself to the highest point as i thought i could.
yet, i had failed.

i thought i should be happy.
i'm not indeed.

tears are not falling down from my eyes, on my face.
but it is rolling deep inside my heart.

however, that's all i've chosen for myself.
no complaints shall be entertained.

the only thing is to blame myself.
blame myself for not being smarter.

i do know how life goes up and down.
don't comment if you think i'm complaining.
please understand,
i'm just trying to express my feeling and keeping the rest for myself.

10th week passed

10 weeks of this sem has passed!!
which means there's another 4 weeks for me to prepare for my final exam
yet..i don't think i had get anything prepared yet
as..i wasn't really really paying attention all the while..
isn't it??
so..i must try my best to get myself ready for the exam
so tat i'll get at least a 3.0?? haha
i hope tat's not only my dream
and hopefully it'll happen in reality as well

it's not a great week neither
got drunk at the beer factory tat day
i dunno why
but i was really tired tat day
tat's why i fall tat fast??
or..wat's happening me??
but..i know i gotta live my life a great one
cheer babe..
let's cheer (=
i know i can do it..

all the best guys..
let's work hard for our final exam (=

study's life~~

it's been days tat i'm not updating my blog ya.
well..it was some busy days with tests and assignments

and those tests were like..
"omg..i don't know how to do!!"
err...so...i'm nicely asking myself..
"am i really suitable for this course??"
or shall i change course now???

anyway...it was some ordinary days with studies and sleep
buy not anything else..
hoho~~

yet..me n my roommate Jane
we were prettily excited to cook some food for ourselves during the busy days


our carbonara <3

degree life

there's only a word to describe my degree life - BUSY
freaking busy with assignments and tests
gosh..and I'm so blur on the subjects that I'm learning now
hopefully I can really get through it and get some good results
wow...can't imagine how GOOD will my results be.. ==

well..gotta stuck my head in my tutorial questions n revisions again
there are 4 tests next week
with an assignment due ==
good luck everyone ^^

14.02.2012

on 14th of feb..which is everyone else's valentine's day
which means nthg to me..hahaha

anyhow..we came bak to klang to celebrate kiddo's birthday
first,we planned to come bak at 5.30
but too bad la...my dear fren locked her keys in her room
spent some times to open her door
then came out..thought of NKVE will be faster
yet, accident caused road closure n there goes la
we had stuck in the jam for almost 2 hrs
omg..luckily i wasn't tat one who was driving..muahahaha

then came bak to meet boii to have dinner with her n vianz
pity them for sitting at fairies waiting for us..
but isn't it good?? XD

well..we went to fairies again to meet kiddo
oh ya...bought cake first b4 we went
hahaha
after all....we took kinda many pics..haha
then then then...go home..sleep loooooo

almost every year we spend our valentine's day to celebrate her bday...
how u shall appreciate us?? hahaha


all of us.. <3

11,12,13 feb 2012

last sunday..which means 12th feb is peiying's bday
hence,on saturday night itself we went to celebrate with her
as usual..it's at fairies..n with a cake onli..

Jane was also there...with her husband...
hohoho~~ once met him...we must get drunk man.. ><
the worse thing was..i accidentally made my glass of beer spill on me
my pants was wet
luckily fen have extra pants on her car........thank god man

on tat sunday,we went to the Veg Fish Thai Restaurant to have dinner with her
the real celebration..wow..hahaha
then after tat i went back to hostel again looooo......

on monday, yee mun came to setapak to visit us..
n it shall be a farewell for her as she's going to taiwan today...
yes..today..19th feb..bye yee mun.. )=
on monday night, we first went to have dinner at wings cafe..
then went for second round at overtime...hehehe~~~
buy 1 free 1..n it was the first time i saw leehui drink until so high...
hahahaha~
it was a fun fun night..


yee mun n me.. <3


the three of us..taken in the toilet..hahaha


me and lee hui.. XD


a rose for yee mun.. (=

happy CNY 2012.. =D

well well well..
CNY had already over..
n i was so busy with taking my ang pau's n got no time to post any blogpost at all..
hahaha

anyway..it was kind of a great CNY??
XD
n obviously ang pau's money this year is definitely more than previous years
anyhow..i'm not tat kind of "money face" person
as long as i noe it's meaning..n it's from u
how much doesn't matter man!!
thanks to all the aunties uncles tat gave me the angpau's
n of course my parents n ah ma!!
hahahaha

and and and..
the last day of CNY which ppl calls it chap goh mei
as usual..we went tg. harapan again
hohoho~~~
i remember the year of 2007..
i went with a bunch of best frens
during 2008...few of besties
2009..gang of besties changed..onli 4 of us went..
2010..the same gang of 2009 but more ppl went
2011...alone at HOME!!
then 2012...the gang of 2008+one of 2009+some new ppl..
XD
well..so am i supposed to say...
my CNY on 2012 ends better than those previous years??
hahaha

my wish was simply ordinary...
hope they'll come true...

so...i think i need to stop here as i'll get it very long if i continue somemore..
LOL

nitez world!! (=