wat a life is this??

perhaps to say tat..it wasn't a great year for me..
as it nvr come as wat i expect...
i dun like the year...i dun like the days..
even..i dun like myself being in tat way..
do everyone thought tat i'm a happy going person??
or did anyone complaint tat i'm a person with tons of complains??

yes...i might gotta admit tat..i complaint alot alot alot!!
as i'm comparing so much with others...
i think this is not good enough..tat's not wat i want
n tat makes my life so miserable..
but isit wat u saw in me??
n am i really wat u r thinking of??

well...i think i dunnit to explain much anymore
n i dunnit to complain anything anymore..
as it is pretty too much complains in my life
n i have got no right to do so rite??
so...there goes my life...
my life will be going on
but without anyone knows anything bout me..
tat might be better!!