Hydrangea..i'm lovin' it..^^

it's like...so wonderful weih!!!!
hahaha...
i mean..i planted the flower tat i like so so so much in barn buddy
hohoho~~
do u think i'm crazy??
lol
i guess i am..
fuiyoh...
no one knows wat's gonna grow..
n i had got wat i want!!!!!
yeah~!!!

i love it!!!!!
how good if there's someone who gonna plant this for me...
omg.......
yeah~~!!!!

"emotional trash"

am i a person for u to put ur temper on?
am i an "emotional trash" for u?
why??
why do ppl throw on their temper to me??
do i deserve tat??

i recently found tat my frens would love to throw on all da bad tempers to me
but..i dun understand
do u have any reason for u to do tat to me??
i did nthg to u!!

is it fair for me??
i'm also just a human being
i have my own bad time too
but do i seems like i'm showing it to u??
i've got no one to show to
n i'm keeping everything to myself
no matter how much for me to angry bout u
i can onli show my anger to few of my best frens..
or even just ONE of them

ones tat have a partner came to me
she's confused..she can't tell her loved one
so..i'm listening to her
i felt damn blardy upset for her
n i can accept this
cuz it's not easy for her to tell her loved one
n i felt pity for her
tat's why i'm willing to listen to her

but..
another one tat have partner too!!
but..she treat me like nthg!!
wth!!
i'm like a toy??or like wat it is stated...
a TRASH for her??
am i??
everyone of u throw all ur tempers to me
n..
who am i gonna throw mine to??

i'm not like u..
u have ur bf
u have lotsa ur best frens
u have your sisters to tell to
i have NEITHER!!
u noe i'm not easily trusting anyone anymore
i dun tell everyone bout everything i'm going through now
i'm really being fed up of all these things
if this really happens to me again
n u really found tat my attitude to u is not like last time anymore
then...pls..i beg u..
dun ever do tat to me anymore!!!

exams finished!! STPM coming ==

i had just finished up my STPM trials exam today
fuh..watta..i nvr even study a single word for it weih
omg~!!
everyone is like holding their books all over
doing revisions
n i was fooling around
having fun

beginning from the very first paper
PA paper1..all about Malaysia's politics i guess
haha..hopefully my shooting was ACCURATE weih
n ya..this happened for all da papers 1..including physics n chemistry
then for PA paper2
i did an extremely silly mistake
i wrote the second essay without a science term
gosh!! it should be talking bout science
watta.....aikss

then goes to physics n chemistry paper 2
fuiyoh..i was like having zero knowledge of it on my mind
i knew nothing!!
wat i did for chemistry was exactly more than wat i had done for physics
cuz chemistry i can still crap on something tat i know but i not really knows
lol
for physics
it's like..all structure questions contained calculations
n of cuz formulae are needed
uhm..is there any formula tat's saved in my brain??
haha...i guess there's none
n therefore...i answered few..or perhaps i shall say nthg tat i had answered
n my results for this trials will be extremely GOOD weih
gosh~~

came to maths 1
a subject tat i'll nvr study for it in secondary
n now..i gotta study for it??
but yet..i'm still lazy to study
but...luckily my mind wasn't tat rusted tat i can still remember one or two formulae tat we had learnt
so..i'm still able to answer 5 questions out of the 12

n today maths 2
gosh..it's killing
num1..quest seems so easy
i saw b4..seriously...but i couldn't remember the way to solve it!!!
argh..
2nd,3rd,4th,5th...
they're all not so tough
like 2nd quest...i knew the answers
but wat's da way to explain it?
nonsense!! wat's tat so important for explaination in maths
really nonsense!!
3rd quest answered until the last part
wat's da formula??? i couldn't remember!! n i skipped it
the same thing happened to the 4th quest
watta hell formulae given are like super duper lebih
even U student got a better formulae paper for their exams!
argh...
i skipped n skipped..end up onli 3 quest are done
hohoho~~
how dead am i??

MUET paper3..i was so so so lazy to look at the passage
simply did n pass up
cuz tat's so confusing passage
someone said it's easy actually
but..she was da last to pass it up??
why??she did it with extra passion??
nonsense lar
dah buat tu sudah la
paper4 essay lagi teruk
i got NO POINT at all
omg...
cin cai lar..
hahaha

wat's next???
STPM weih!!
but..i'm still wasting my time here
omg..