"emotional trash"

am i a person for u to put ur temper on?
am i an "emotional trash" for u?
why??
why do ppl throw on their temper to me??
do i deserve tat??

i recently found tat my frens would love to throw on all da bad tempers to me
but..i dun understand
do u have any reason for u to do tat to me??
i did nthg to u!!

is it fair for me??
i'm also just a human being
i have my own bad time too
but do i seems like i'm showing it to u??
i've got no one to show to
n i'm keeping everything to myself
no matter how much for me to angry bout u
i can onli show my anger to few of my best frens..
or even just ONE of them

ones tat have a partner came to me
she's confused..she can't tell her loved one
so..i'm listening to her
i felt damn blardy upset for her
n i can accept this
cuz it's not easy for her to tell her loved one
n i felt pity for her
tat's why i'm willing to listen to her

but..
another one tat have partner too!!
but..she treat me like nthg!!
wth!!
i'm like a toy??or like wat it is stated...
a TRASH for her??
am i??
everyone of u throw all ur tempers to me
n..
who am i gonna throw mine to??

i'm not like u..
u have ur bf
u have lotsa ur best frens
u have your sisters to tell to
i have NEITHER!!
u noe i'm not easily trusting anyone anymore
i dun tell everyone bout everything i'm going through now
i'm really being fed up of all these things
if this really happens to me again
n u really found tat my attitude to u is not like last time anymore
then...pls..i beg u..
dun ever do tat to me anymore!!!